Just Clearing The Air

I am getting tired of how to someone can make your life so miserable. I can't even come home after having a good time with my friend to making either my life or my mom's life so horrible. You must enjoy being a boss around here. You are the NUMBER 1 reason  as to why I hate you so much. You complain about how my mom takes her time to cook you delicious food and you just sit there and complain complain complain. We all know you don't always get what you expect in life but it seems like you always do. I can never eat in peace without you complaining how the food tastes like garbage. Like FUCKING GROW UP,  if something can't meet your needs then why to bother someone else with them. Just cook your own food. But you can't because you don't know how. You always yell at me for not learning how to cook but I knew it was your excuse to get away with anything. Same thing when I help you at the store. You tell me to fix something but why not fix it yourself? BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DO IT. That's what I am coming to from now on. To me, you are not even my dad. I left my differences I had with you and you still treat me like a SHIT HOLE. Instead of doing it yourself, you always ask others to do it. Every time you open your mouth, it really stresses me out because I know you will blame others for your doing. I don't care how small or big the situation is but you always find something. The only decision I made since I moved back to Edmonton was: What the hell are you going to provide to me to make me move back into the same house with you? Exactly nothing. You said you changed? Well, you did. You became more strict of a person than you were while being selfish. I still wish I never came back Edmonton because of you. You make my life so horrible that I don't even see you as my dad. You will never understand how much I hate your guts. I can say the same thing over and over about you and you will never change. The one thing I have learned in life is to hold back my actions and just let it go. But I can't because you are hurting the people I love like my mom. Even as your wife you treat her more like a slave then your wife. To me I start to see you as my mom's third child. You act like any young toddler. Immature and always complaining about life. Another lesson I have learned in life is to never talk about someone you don't want others to have a bad perspective on them. For one it ruins your reputation but also theirs. But I'm getting sick and tired of holding it in that I have to tell the world to know what kind of father I have and not the father I did wish I had.

I just really don't want to be around him anymore. I want him gone and out of my life. Whenever I have an argument with my dad, he will make sure 100% of the time that you don't argue back at him

Day 223: A little message

From this point on I feel like I am going to stop with the 365 Challenge since I know it is hard to stay committed to it but I had a good 223 days of letting all my readers know and learn more about me. I will still do the challenges but all on different days. I made it over half way through the year catching up with all these posts. I'm sorry to those who keep coming by to read my posts daily, weekly or even just come by for a monthly read. Do something to get out of your shadow. Be the light to another persons life!

Day 222: Bad habits of yours.

I tend to do my laundry but I don't tend to fold them for a while.

Day 221: What are you craving right now?

I have a craving for cookies, and ice cream at this moment.

Day 220: A picture that you've taken that you were proud of

To Find more of these pics you can check out http://vsco.co/jamatosaurex or https://www.flickr.com/gp/132671991@N02/1oP0X7

Day 219: Graphic Design & Photography Portfolio

After taking 5 months of Graphic Design and Photography course at Pixel Blue in Edmonton, Alberta, I have finally published all my work online through all my social media's account and this is probably the last one I will post on. Please check out my personal website jamesledesign.com and behance.com/theunwantedfade to view my portfolio

Day 218: Where will you be in 10 Years?

After Graduating at Pixel Blue with a Graphic Design and Photography Diploma, I see myself running a successful business for my clients that I am and will be getting in the near future and also to expand my photography skills.

Day 217: Is political correctness a useful concept, or does it stifle honest discussion?

To be honest, I wouldn't use it if I was with my friends because they probably won't take me seriously. So I'd rather not use that term

Day 216: What bores you?

Just running out of things to do and doing the same thing over and over

Day 215: A letter to your crush

Dear Crush,

I once liked you for a long period of time. It even took time to heal but I've now moved on, leaving that life and just enjoying it while it lasts

Sincerely,
  Someone who once liked you

Day 214: what are your feelings on gay marriage?

To be honest, it is a change. I grew up not caring what people had to say because that is just their opinion. At the end of the day, other opinions might be able to change your thinking process but it depends on how you want to view it. I only judge by the people I know and not the ones I don't.

Day 213: Thought of July 21 2016

I wake up every morning and head to school knowing I will achieve something each and every day. My classmates are there to help me achieve my goal as a graphic designer. Something you don't know is that they all had their own life story and I have heard them all over the course. I haven't felt so open about myself that I can tell my story to anyone of them and they will understand the situation and help me become a better person. I felt like I started this course with a tight shell. As days and days come to an end I feel better about myself. Days are counting down to the point that I won't get to see them in person every day to just contacting them on a daily basis. I thank everyone for being there to me as mentors and as just human beings we were made to be. I also thank every individual for teaching and lending a hand to each other to be the better person we were on the first day of classes! Shoutout to all the friends I have made during my time at Pixel Blue College and hope you guys will become successful in the near future as I will too! Keep doing what you do best because in the end your enemies will change you but your peers will be there with you through thick and thin.

Day 212: Why did you start your blog?

I started my blog because it is one way for my to vent. I used to bottle up my feelings and it was hard for me to tell someone how I was feeling. After a while I have learned that I am a good writer myself and that I enjoy writing things/stories even though it wasn't the best work I have done.

Day 211: If you could be a “fly on the wall” anywhere and at any time in history, where and when would you choose?

If I could be a fly on the wall, I'd want to be on your wall every morning. Why? You might be trying to kill me but my goal is to just get your heart going so you will energized and wide awake from a day at work

Day 210: Go to your Stats page and show the readers how much your blog has grown

I also thank you to everyone who comes by and reads to posts and continuing on coming back even though I have been MIA for quite some time.

Day 209: What do you remember most about last winter?

It is honestly the same thing every other winter but this winter was a bit of warmer than any of the other winters I have experience. I honestly say my winters are pretty memorable. It is the one time of year where my family gets together and celebrate with joy in spirit of others!

Day 208: Your life without a computer: what does it look like?

My life without a computer would look like I am in my own imaginary world. Either that I would find other ways like going out for a little bike adventure, play one or two games on the xbox maybe or just turn off my mind and relax outdoors

Day 207: Have you ever cried in a movie?

Yes I have cried in a movie and one of those movies I remember crying was when I watched Radio with Cuba Gooding Jr. There were many movies that made me tear up but I only can remember Radio as being one of them!

Day 206: What’s your favorite part about visiting a new place?

My favorite part about visiting a new place is the history behind each and every single building that is built and how the city/ country became a country!

Day 205: Tell us about the farthest you’ve ever traveled from home.

The farthest I have traveled away from home is probably on a cruise ship with my family and my mom's parents into the Caribbean for a week full of adventures and activities!

Day 204: Are you a sports fan?

Yes, I am a sports fan. I get bored when it comes to watching the whole game of any sports but I always enjoy the fact that I can read the news and stats online.

Day 203: what is the last thing you had to save your money for?

Honestly, I just save up for the future. I am more of a person who saves up until the opportunities come. I have learned that it is better to save up something that you need instead of something you really want.

Day 202: What did you do last saturday?

I just woke up knowing that I have a full day of work ahead of me.

Day 201: What are your plans for tomorrow.

My plan for tomorrow is to finish all the work that is given to me and accomplish it within the next few weeks until the course is over. And also to achieve another daily goal and hopefully rewarding myself for getting through the day!

Day 200: Finish this sentence: “When I look in the mirror, I . . .”

When I look in the mirror, I ask myself how much did I grow as a person and how much of better I am compared to yesterday!

Day 199: What is the last book you read, why did you read it?

The last book I probably read was April Raintree as I can remember. I read the book for english/ language arts class. I never had a reason to pick up a book unless there is a good reason to.

Day 198: What did you do today?

I woke up in the morning know that there is somewhere I needed to be with a goal to achieve. On my way to school knowing that there will be challenges waiting for me right when I walk into the door.  I sit at my desk for 7 hours straight focus on all the load that has been handed to me and hoping I will meet my deadlines. Came home with no intention but to relieve all the stress that has been built up for this entire day and hopefully sleep well for another chapter of my book!

Day 197: Do you have a set out path for your future yet?

I used to have my future set to one path but as those days came I knew that I wasn't going to go that way. As life goes on everything changes doesn't matter if it is better or for the worst. Life isn't fair but that how it is. If you can't change the story, someone will. Take charge of book and don't let anyone else write it for you!

Day 196: What is one thing you regret?

not always telling people how I feel about them and waiting until it hurts me for me to say it to them.

Day 195: Thought of the Day Jul 15 23:26 MDT

I wish I had someone to talk to but , of course life goes on and everyone will come and go but you just got to accept that fact and move on and hopefully they will come back and do the same for you when they are in need. Over thinking is killing me harder than it ever did. I never thought this day was going to come but it did and it has hit me hard then I thought it will be in ages. My head is still up and hoping I can finally find the answer I have been looking for.

Day 194: What did you do today?

I woke up in the morning, took a bus to school today since the bus to the train station didn't come, came to school and worked since 8 hours a day until 4:30 pm everyday and then go home and do what ever is left for the rest of the day.

Day 193: What are you doing for the next big holiday?

I probably will be spending it with my family since there isn' t anything else that my family does since they are always busy with taking time off of work.

Day 192: summer or winter?

Winter because that is when families get together and comfort one another with festivities and gifts.

Day 191: Are you excited for anything right now?

I am excited for school to be over to see what the real world has to offer me and to be able to enjoy my vacation time while every one gets ready to go back to school.

Day 190: Have you ever had braces/will you ever need braces?

Yes, I had braces in middle school for  a little over 3 years.

Day 189: How did you find the music you enjoy listening to today?

I would just explore around if it like the song or if it is cachy, I would add it to my list for myself to listen over and over until I find another one and so fourth.

Day 188: Put your ipod or mp3 player on shuffle and list the first ten songs.

1. Gold- Dash Berlin 
2. Apolo Road- Dash Berlin 
3. Somehow- Dash Berlin 
4. Secrets- Tiesto 
5. The Only Way Is Up- Martin Garrix Ft. Tiesto
6. Air- Dzeko & Torres
7. Home- Tiesto 
8. Show Me- Tiesto ft Dallas K
9. Sky High- Firebeatz
10. Red Lights- Tiesto 

Day 187: Put your ipod or mp3 player on shuffle and list the first ten artists

1. Ryos  Karra
2. DoDoBeatz
3. Sam Feldt
4. Alan Walker
5. Alan Walker
6. Alan Walker
7. Adventure Club
8. Armin Van Buuren 
9. Keith Urban
10. Dash Berlin 

Day 186: What are you always carrying around with you?

I am always carrying a water bottle, home keys, my wallet and a phone everywhere and anywhere I go because they are important essentials

Day 185: five random facts about yourself.

1.  I enjoy spending time alone
2. I need to learn how to have fun without my friends around
3. I enjoy photography 
4. Computer is life whether it is for just for browsing or working
5. I wish I got into more sports 

Day 184: You are told you have one week left to live, how do you spend it?

Nothing too cliche but for sure spend it with my friends and family.

Day 183: Why do you think people are so addicted to facebook/tumblr?

I think people are addictd to facebook and tumblr because you can scroll up and down your feed for days and find interesting videos, topics you will probably come across when you spend hours on them and also the fact that you can talk to your friends you haven't seen or talked to in ages for hours without even getting bored of it.

Day 182: When you think of your best friend, what is your first memory? How did you meet them?

When I think of my best friend, the first thing that pops up in my mind is Kindergarten. We met each other in kindergarten and just have been friends for over 16 years now!

Day 181: How did you spend your last birthday?

I honestly didn't do anything other than spending it with my family.

Day 180: What is the most inspiring book you have read?

April Raintree is honestly one of the books I wish I focused on and finished the entire book. Honestly this book shows you how society is when your parents do things that they don't tell you and you have to part way with your sibling. The lesson I have learned from reading this novel was that you have to deal with who you are with because they may be good when others are around but they are evil and cruel to you when it is only you and your family around. Never let someone push your button no matter how they were raised because they will keep doing until you have become like that which no one will like when you get into the real world. Do what is smart and find someone to talk to instead of bottling it in like I have for most of my life. I learned bottling is easy for some point in time but you got to just let it free.

Day 179: How do you feel about discrimination?

I feel like discrimination is stupid as hell. Like why to bother discriminating others when you are also going to be discriminated against. Like we are in a century where everyone still hates each other because of how they preach the news all over the world. Like even growing up and even to present day, I get discriminated against but you know you just got to let it go instead of holding it back where it doesn't belong.

Day 178: A goal you have this weekday

Start managing my time at home, so I have enough time to do so without having to carry it over the next day to stress about

Day 177: Something you’re proud of in the past few days?

Learning how to deal with the deadline and how to manage well enough to get every thing done without an excuse as to why it wasn't finished. And always research more about things you are told about because they will be helpful and easier to understand when it is done.

Day 176: Do you enjoy cooking?

I don't cook but always had the passion to learn how to cook and try something new and different

Day 175: Abruptly rude people

I woke up this morning to a really loud bang on the door non stop. They didn't even greet me properly or telling me SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP, or even a GOOD MORNING. Like you people are from God's church and can't even use your nice manners to apologize at the least? I was like only 25% awake and you are telling me things I dare not to care because I'm still asleep. I gave you a 100% effort to act like I am awake and politely open the door when you guys just stood there think I would really listen when I really didn't care. Like if you are going to get me to convert at least give the effort like how God would do it if he was here. I can bet how much better I can do it than you guys did with me without rudely interrupting my beauty sleep. Don't be ignorant and give respect to other people who take their time to open their door

Second of all I am getting tired of those people who hand out flyers to the neighbourhood. I have reported all these people who have came by my house and left the flyers on the ground instead of in my mail box. Like I can keep reporting the same shit every single week and you guys will do nothing about it but continue. Both of these people are really lazy to put into the effort to put the flyers into the mailbox but they aren't by going house to house. Like if you can go house to house and put it into their mailbox then why cant you do the same for my house? That is disrespect.. I hope you have learned your lesson if not got bitten by kharma.

To conclude anyone and everyone should respect others like how they'd like to be treated as what I am taught in school. Both of these type of people deserve to clean up their act and do better next time they do come around. It doesn't matter what kind or type of day you had behind you. Move on and open your eyes to better opportunities and please learn how to do things without others having or needing to remind you contantly

Day 174: Something that drives you crazy

the word FRIENDS really bothers me. I will never be able to over think about having friends that I have made from the past even to this point on.  Ever since everyone went their separate ways after high school I feel like I have moved from a different part of the world because I rarely see my friends. I also hate how when you find out all your friends are doing something together while I'm at home wishing I was there too. Sometimes I wish I never knew what was going on so I won't have that feeling.  I'd rather not know what you are doing then find out soon or later.

Day 173: Favorite type of music?

My favorite type of music is anything song with a catchy beat. Usually it be dance/electronic

Day 172: highs and lows of this month

High:

• Accomplished my task that was asked for
• Got my weekly photography session in
• learned how to use a program to create a website

Low: 

• Bipolar weather
• felt semi-sick
• Sleeping really late

Day 171: Tell us your ideal day

I would come home from a day/ school. Eat Dinner. Go for daily 30 min- 1 hour bike rides. Treat myself to something like ice cream and etc. Take a shower. & Hopefully can watch a movie before I head to bed.

Day 170: Tell us all the jokes you know!

Tell us a joke! Knock-knock joke, long story with a unexpected punchline, great zinger — all jokes are welcome!

P1: Knock Knock

P2: Whose There?

P1: Hatch

P2: Hatch Who?

P1: Bless you

What is mario's favorite jeans?

Denim Denim Denim

2 Part Joke

Why did the chicken cross the road? 

To get to the idiots house

P1: Knock Knock 

P2: Whose there?

P1: The Chicken

P2: *shakes head*

P1: Someone called you an owl.

P2: Who?

P1: *Laughs*- tells P2 that's what owl's say

What is Bruce Lee's favorite drink?

WAAAAAATAAAAAH

Day 169: Someone that has impacted you this year?

I came to this college thinking I wasn't going to make a friend but I knew it was going to happen soon or later. I met this one guy who stood out in the crowd. His personality either brightened your day or is jokingly being sarcastic. He taught me how to speak your mind. He also showed me how non-typical type of person he was. Over the course of time, I learned how to let go of my feelings and express it any and every way I can and I thank him for that! He also took the shy and quiet side of me and made me open up to people more than I have in the past!

Day 168: What is something you notice throughout high school?

Make friends while you can because some of them have planned ahead. You aren't as close to your friends once you leave. Take your time and soak in the moment while you can because you will wake up the next day saying that high school was just yesterday because you didn't do things to slow the time you had there. The more involved you are with school, the more opportunities will come at you. You can spend 3 years of your life complaining how bad the students/teachers are but you will realize that people in the workforce will do the same for you... You can learn a lot from your teachers because they were once students too

Day 167: What is your life Motto?

If you can't take big steps to achieve your goal, take smaller ones. My life motto always reminds me of the story of the Turtle and the Hare. Slow and Steady wins the race!

Day 166: How do you feel about cyber bullying?

I feel like cyber bullying is stupid. Everyone who cyberbullies online is people who make a fake identity for themselves so people can't identify or tell who they really are. I never like the identity people put on the web vs who they are in real life. But people still decide to waste their own time doing something they enjoy the most. That is why we're told that there is Karma

Day 165: Have you ever had a teacher that changed your life?

Yes, I have had a few teachers that had change my life. Whether it's big or small they still have made me better than I was before.

Day 164: Your favorite type of music at this moment?

My favorite type of music at this moment is Dance Music.

Day 163: where is one place you would love to visit

I would love to visit Dubai one day.

Day 162: What is the hardest thing to learn but is sometimes easy?

I would say learning now is the hardest but also the easiest thing. For the reason that you can get taught by another person about one topic but you can now also go on the internet to learn how to do them step by step. If it wasn't for technology these days, others would rely on people to teach them every step in the books until they understand how to do it alone.

Day 161: If you could travel to any location in the universe — where would you travel and why?

I would want to travel everywhere around the world. For the reason that it's an adventure and an experience of a lifetime. I don't know about you but that's pretty cliche but thats what life is. I'd like to learn, go on adventures and soak in the moment while it lasts for a life time!

Day 160: If you could get all the nutrition you needed in a day with a pill — no worrying about what to eat, no food preparation — would you do it?

I would just live life like it was meant to be. Pretty cliche but that is how life is.

Day 159: What is one thing you love about photography?

The one thing I love about photography is that you can capture a moment and you can't forget about whereas your eyes see it every so often that the image is glued into your head.

Day 158: Would you give up all of your presents one christmas time to help others from other countries?

Yes, I would. It doesn't how much money you have spent on the gift. It only matters who is receiving it. Like my dad has always asked me, is it worth or are you going to throw it away after one use?

Day 157: Write about something you consider “ugly” — war, violence, failure, hatred — but try to find beauty, or a sense of hope, in your thoughts.

The News.

Day 156: What is a tv show you enjoy the most?

I have always enjoyed watching anything on Family and Disney channel and it doesn't even matter if people have said that it has changed drastically. For the reason of that, I have grown up with that channel and I will stick to it until someone got rid of my tv.

Day 155: What is one achievement you are proud of?

Learning how to face my fear of public speaking in front of people I am not comfortable of.

Day 154: A moment you felt most satisfied in your life?

When I am given an assignment at school to design a logo with restrictions, it is up for me to do the research that is required before you design. I learned that I always create what I think the client is asking for. I know it is somewhat close to their guidelines but I can probably find something better to work with. At the end of the day, I always end up sleeping on an idea and hope I can wake up with an idea I can work with. I always find that my mind works better when I can sleep on the idea instead of sticking to the design and hopefully not go crazy on coffee. As a final result, I will find a logo that catches my eye and open it to the public to critic it.

Day 153: Do you think the hardest thing is sometimes the easiest thing?

Yes. If we aren't told about it, we will have to learn alone or as an individual, you should ask other people around you to teach you how to do it and then ask them to take it apart for you and you try to go step by step either with their help or without it. If you don't do things alone, you'll never learn but if you need a hand always ask for it instead of stressing out about it.

Day 152: What is one step of action you would take to change the world?

One step I say that is most important in changing the world is.... that you always need a collective community to help you achieve that goal

Day 151: If you could travel to any location in the universe — where would you travel and why?

I would like to go everywhere in the world because I enjoy going on adventures and ever since I have gotten into photography, I'd like to bring it everywhere around the world and not miss out on the moment.

Day 150: Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?

I would rather love one person than have many short relationships. Having short relationships are not that bad either because you can learn from the mistakes and move on to do better than you did.

Day 149: Would you move to a different country to be with the one you love?

It really depends on how much of a commitment I am willing to put in with my significant other. If we went years of not seeing each other, I would want to move and take the relationship to a new level where I can see them every day instead of having to deal with the long distance relationship.

Day 148: Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

Neither because they will all effect you the same way or another. The past will haunt you for all the mistakes you make in life and you have to chance to outcome within the present. The Future is when you overthink about what could happen but in the end, it doesn't always happen because you find new things in life and you forget about what you wanted to do in the future

Day 147: When you started your blog, did you set any goals? Have you achieved them? Have they changed at all?

I did not set any goals when I started this blog. I only started a blog to spill out all the feelings I have bottled in through my head throughout the years and finally know how to relief the stress would feel like for once. My goal is to try and maintain the balance between life and blogging.

Day 146: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

I am happy when I see anyone who is willing to smile back without having to fake it.

Day 145: Is it easy to trust others?

Yes and No. That is why God created people in this world. God created people for them to mingle to get to know each other better. The better you know someone the better you will know with they are trustworthy or not. As experience, you should never talk about someone you don't know well because by what your friends tell you, they will ruin your reputation once you do meet them.

Day 144: Are you planning on having children one day?

I am not planning on but I am hoping to have children one day. Once I am in the future, I will look back at this day when I was asked this question and say that I did this or that to have or to not have children one day.

Day 143: How important do you think education is?

education is IMPORTANT. You soak in everything you learn from Kindergarten until you graduate high school and hopefully you can find your dream job in post-secondary to find a good job to supply your family. Cliche but that's what we are told to do as a toddler to becoming a full-grown adult. Every single person in this world deserves to get a good career but you can't get a career if you don't have an education.

Day 142: How have you changed in the past 2 years?

I know that I have become grew up and learned from my mistakes. Also the fact that I can trust and communicate with more people a little better than I used too.

Day 141: Someone who fascinates you

Anyone who is willing to surprise me or is willing to join me in new experiences of life

Day 140: How do you feel about people disrespecting their parents?

Straight on horrible

Day 139: Something you can’t wait for

I can't wait to see what the future has in store for me and see what type of path I will take.

Day 138: How do you make up these challenges?

I honestly don't. I go on google and find blogging challenges and try to do something I feel I can elaborate on. Some days if there is something on my mind I will write it down so I won't forget. But other than that I follow the challenges as much as I can. I think I did inform you readers reading a while back. I don't follow up with challenges day to day because it is the idea behind the topic where I can't elaborate. I always come back the next day and come back to the same topic and give myself some time to think about it more. Once I know what to type I will post it.

Day 137: How do you communicate differently online than in person, if at all? How do you communicate emotion and intent in a purely written medium?

When you are online, you have to assume what kind of emotion they are expressing verses where when you are in person you can tell how the person is feeling. People always hide their feelings behind the screen and no one knows that whereas when you are in person they won't do the same thing they do when they are behind a screen. Communicating in person is always better than talking online.

Day 136: At the age now look at yourself in the future, would you be happy?

Yes, I would be happy doesn't matter what the outcome could be

Day 135: School Update

https://www.flickr.com/gp/132671991@N02/h1pQ9X

If you are wanting to see what I have done at school as a graphic design and a photography student, I will keep my stuff updated once a week or whenever I can upload my work!

Day 134: What is your life’s purpose?

• My life purpose is to take the obstacle that gets in the way and push it away.
• Don't take the little things to serious because it will effect you soon or later.

Day 133: Tell us about a time where everything you’d hoped would happen but didn't

When my parents asked me what I wanted to become in the future, I told them I'd wanted to be a technician, accountant and a herbalist. But as life went on, I told them it was too much schooling for me and that I want to do something most people wouldn't be familiar with and it was graphic designing. They told me I can do what I want and it did. Doing these job courses throughout high school teaches you what type of jobs you could end up and my top choice after doing all these paperwork and survey's, Graphic Design was always at the top of my list.

Day 132: When you gaze out your window — real or figurative — do you see the forest first, or the trees?

When I gaze out my window figuratively, I see the tree first.

Day 131: Do you believe ex’s can be friends?

Yes, ex's can be friends if both don't make it for one another. In today's world, they really can't. I've heard many stories, and the most common one is once that your ex has found a new partner, they tend to either go back to them or always turn toward their ex when they need someone to talk to. That is where most of the cheating comes in within a relationship most of the time.

Day 130: If you were deserted on an island, what would you bring?

Every and Anything to survive off the island

Day 129: Happy Mothers Day Part 2 of 2

Dear Moms and other female role models,
     
       I am here to say Thank You once again! Thank you for raising us to be a better human. You were always there for us when we didn't get along with dad. You were there to cook us food to keep our long days moving forward. Women were once left at home to do housework while the men would be working and making the money portion of the family to keep the resources in the family running. But now everyone has equal rights. I give big creds to any of those moms who has to play both roles in the family. You guys shower, bathe, feed and carried us to the point where you guys couldn't do all as we got older. To those who doesn't have a mother, I hope you guys all find another female inspiration and role model in your life who took their time out of their own life to give you a chance and put you into their lives and sacrifice everything like a mother would.

Sincerely,
      Your Sons and Daughters

Day 128: Happy Mothers Day Part 1 of 2

Dear Grandma's and Grandmothers,
     
       I am here to tell you Thank You. Thank you for raising your daughter/ my mom right. Without her, I'd probably wouldn't exist in this world. You have raised her to be a strong independent mother figure in my life. You taught her how to shower her family with love, happiness and bringing closure to her family and the people around her. You took the time out of your life to show us how to become better humans from your own experiences as a young one. You're always there for us when our moms aren't. You were there for us when we needed a backbone. You were there to show our mothers how to be like you because one day you will become like then and walk in your mother's footsteps. You may be miles and miles away hoping we'd call you from time to time asking how they were doing and catch up with what they're up to. I know some of you who are reading either don't have any female role model in your family and it is hard to find someone who is willing to be there.

Sincerely,
      your Nieces and Nephews

Day 127: Good Cause

There was a forest fire burning down for hours in a little town called Fort McMurray. As a citizen of this province, you can say that everyone in the city are talking about this, tones of post people posting of what the fire looks like and how much has it effect a town that is a part of your province. It is an 

On Thursday May, 5, my teachers has told us that since there were a few students attending a different event, as those who were left behind working on their work would probably go down to the area where everyone who was flown into town and take a few pictures showing the tragedy has affected them. Unfortunately it couldn't happen. We went back to school and was told, the entire class should go to the event the City of Edmonton was hosting. You just needed to donate $5 towards the Red Cross Charity and you'd be able to enjoy a Free pancake breakfast as the whole community gathers together in front of City Hall.

Here are all the photos I have taken at this event this morning unedited:
https://flic.kr/s/aHskzpAAcn

Day 126: Do you feel uncomfortable when you see someone else being embarrassed?

I do not feel uncomfortable if I see someone else being embarrassed. For the reason that, I don't know how and/or why they are embarrassed but I do know the feeling when that moment happens.

Day 125: Happy Star Wars Day & May the 4th Be With You.

Happy Star Wars Day & May the 4th Be With You! There is something not everyone is aware of and it kind of bothers me. Why do people worry about one event when a bigger event is happening? Every event is important and worth knowing about. From people struggling with life to world disasters, people suffering to wishing they had a place to live. I am always aware of what is happening in this world and I pray every day for every cause there is within this world and wished things will get better. Everyone should be wrapping their head around every event and watch their surroundings and make sure that you keep the hatred down and bring back the positivity up. Happy Birthday to every and anyone who comes by this blog and wish you guys are tell everyone you meet and your family that you love them because you won't know when they will be out of your life.

Day 124: have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?

No, I haven't gone out of my way to make someone happy. For one reason that if they aren't really happy you basically are wasting not just their time but also yours even if you tried your hardest too.

Day 123: Do you need to agree with an artist’s lifestyle or politics to appreciate their art? To spend money on it?

You do not need to agree with an artist's life but if you knew more about the artist , you'd probably understand the individuals artwork better compared to not knowing anything about them. If you are proud of what you made on the canvas, you should keep it because it is your pride. If you just drew it and then gave it away, it, of course, shows that they really want others to see your artwork. I feel like others should put money on your artwork instead of making it go up and beyond the price range where no one can even afford it. I keep my artwork for myself to show others that, so I know I won't forget what I made and created with those within my surroundings.

Day 122: which activities make you lose track of time?

As long as you are keeping yourself occupied, you will lose track of time. If it is either gaming, watching a movie, working on your work or anything will make you lose track of time. As quoted by one of my teachers, "Don't become a clock watcher, time will be way slower if you are trying to speed up the process."

Day 121: What do you think about stereotypes?

I think to believe some of them are true but also stupid at the same time. They are only made to basically make fun of another race and things that occur within a culture. I can say that I have disapproved these stereotypes.

Day 120: Mad Libs

Have you heard about the lumpy dance craze sweeping the home? It's called the dad! Slip on your jumping shoes, turn up the speakers on your i-mayor, and let's master the moves that put this strong dance on the map:

1. Put your hands on your knee, stomp your elbow, and strike a/an salty pose
2. Take 10 courageous steps to the left, spin abnormally, then take 13 weird steps to the right
3. Throw your bicep into the air and sway your men from side to side
4. For the big finish, stick out your eyes and wiggle it always.
5. Repeat all of these ugly steps until the song is over.

Day 119: A little something

Day 118: What kind of people in your life inspire you the most?

The people that inspire me the most are people who enjoy inspiring other people, others who are there for you, got your back even when you haven't built a strong relationship with them and people who come back to you for an exciting conversation!

Day 117: Mojito Event

This was the first major project that was introduced to us at the beginning of the year. As a class, we were all supposed to make 3 different logos that could be used for this event. After making these logos for the whole week, the whole class was that one of the clients are going to coming in and see what we have come up with for this annual event.

Here was what I was told when they brought up this news, to bring everyone into the loop. You are going to create a logo for Sherry Mckibben's Mojito Golf Club Tournament & Pride Dinner. Most of my classmates in the class didn't read the guidelines where we were supposed to indicate Sherry in some time of form or fashion. After I took my time to read guidelines, this event was mainly made in the image for Sherry, as she made a big name for herself representing this city.

After practicing and perfecting the art of logo designing, I feel like I could've done better and could have taken more time into working on this logo. This is okay, for beginners who don't really have a good idea of what to make. Before the client came in, we had to pick our best logo and present it to the client. In the end, I choose to pick logo #2 for the reason that it is a simple logo with a bold message and a bold understanding of what the event was going to be. The only comment I took out of the client's mouth is that it pops and grabs your attention. The client also liked how I added the golf bag to replace the I and it was also different from other logos but of course, my logo wasn't the winner in the end. The logo you see below was the one that the client herself have hand picked with her other employees. The logo you see will be used for their event! There were tons of hardworking logos but only one could be chosen as the winner after 2 weeks of waiting for the final result! Congrats to the classmate who got their logo picked!

Day 116: What do you display on the walls of your home — photos, posters, artwork, nothing? How do you choose what to display? What mood are you trying to create?

In this household, we have tons of pictures of nature around us. Can be as simple as a flower to a famous landmark. These pictures were chosen for the reason of giving your house a warm feeling and to also fill up all the empty space in the house. Some people prefer to have bare walls which are also fine. You will never know what is better for you until you experiment with things you've never have tried before!

Day 115: Have you ever had a random encounter or fleeting moment with a stranger that stuck with you?

It always depends on the situation. If you don't mind the conversation you are having with this stranger you should continue. If you are out of things to talk to, of course, you are going make up an excuse and try to leave them until you see them eye to eye again

Day 114: Do you like when people are protective over you?

Yes, I do prefer when people are protective because you know who's there for you when you are in tough situations.

Day 113: Hero Film Festival

The assignment was to first choose a city and then come up with 3 different logo's that will go with your film festival. I picked Vancouver, BC, Canada and for my film festival to have a superhero type of theme. I created variations of my 3 logos and it came down to these 3 you see above. If I just showed anyone this on its own, no one will know the explanation or know what type of message you are bringing across but I'm here to explain all that to you!

In logo 1, it seems like the letter A and H just attached to one another. Well, you are kind of right but there is much more than just that! It is the letter H with a cape attached to give it a superhero type of vibe. I went from debating the colors of the logo to finally picking out the one logo shown above.

In logo 2, I found a strong and bold font that look good and thought to myself what the hell do I do with this? My teacher came in and gave me a great idea and told me to try and disguise the font. I tried different ways to disguising my logo.

Last but not least, in logo 3 was honestly a struggle for me. I had some help the first two logos while I was left alone to figure out what I was going to do for my third logo. After hours and hours of research, I've given up and decide to maybe search up symbolism for heroism and that's where the shield comes in.

Well now to the good news. After a long discussion, I was told that majority of the class voted for .... Stay tuned after the break! Ha!Ha! just kidding! Well, the class has chosen logo #1. After everyone was told the news about their logos, the next assignment was to make a business card. After variation, hard work, and dedication I've final came down with my favorite so here it is right below. So here is another explanation to what I did with those!

The business card you see on top is the front side and the one on the bottom is the back side and/or via versa. In the top business card I added the logo in the center to give the logo itself a strong and bold look. For the background I was given the idea to put some time of a comic book feel into the background. I filled the card with full of circles to show that comic book feel as I haven't thought about that when my teacher asked me what I could have done for my business card. I kept overthinking about all the superhero related movies and thinking if I can take an element out of the movie and apply it into the business card. Enough of that

In the bottom card, the logo itself is giving the effect that it is projecting from the projector. And that is all I had to say about that. There is alot more of this project to come! So stay tune for more cool content!

Day 112: Describe your last attempt to learn something that did not come easily to you.

Learning how to use Photoshop and Illustrator  was a bit of a struggle for me to learn because I had to learn something I've never used before to needing these tools for all the projects I do in school and any type of project outside of school

Day 111: If you could read a book containing all that has happened and will ever happen in your life, would you? If you choose to read it, you must read it cover to cover.

Yes, I would like to find and then read the book about everything that has happened in my life. For the reason of wanting to learn from my mistakes

Day 110: What does your days look like

Wake Up
Prepare Lunch/Coffee
Head to School
Design
Think
Think
Think
Snack/ Brain Break
More and More Thinking
Go home
Snack Break
More thinking
Dinner
Think
Design
Wrap up
Prepare for the next day
Sleep
And Repeat

Day 109: Make a list of things on the topics given to you and it doesn't have to be in a specific order

 Five slices of pizza you've eaten

1. Pepperoni
2. Mushroom, Steak & Cheese
3. Chipotle Chicken
4. Fajita-Lite 
5. Pesto Chicken

Three Favorite Super Heroes

1. The Incredible Hulk
2. Batman
3. Captain America

Three secrets to happiness

1. Balancing out the Yin and the Yang
2. Laughter
3. Smiles

Day 108: Why do you blog?

I decided to blog because it is a way to release all the thoughts you have on your mind and hope it releases a bit of a stress out of your system. Blogging is therapy. Well, one way I relieve my stress. Blogging is just one way for me to let loose! Once you find a way to release all that attention on your shoulder, turn it into a daily routine!

Day 107: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

It is easier to forgive someone then forget about it. I say this because some people over think on life and the memory will come back and hit you one day. While you can forgive someone and move on.

Day 106: Is it possible to be single and happy?

Yes, it is possible to be single and happy. Anything can happen when you are living and trying to enjoy your life!

Day 105: Pause whatever you’re doing, and ask someone what they’re thinking about (call someone if you have to).

"The struggles of how much physics suxs" by a friend I was talking to.

Day 104: do you believe in love at first sight

No, I don't believe in love at first sight but I will once I see it myself!

Day 103: would you like to travel abroad to learn about new things throughout the world

Yes, I would travel to a foreign and a new country to learn new things throughout the world. I hear myself and other people coming out of high school and say where will these subjects we learned in school will apply to us in the real world? People think traveling is just for sightseeing and crazy adventures but I can't agree more. Especially when you travel there is history within every step you take. I enjoyed social studies to a point where I just enjoy the geography aspect within this field. I basically fell asleep learning history because I knew I didn't need to know anything about it when I finish school but now I regret on skipping out on the history lessons I could have soaked in. History may not be important now but later on, in life it will hit you!

Day 102: what is the best thing about being your age

The best thing about being my age is that you get to start to realize that you are left alone to step out into the real world and experience everything your parents has done in the past. If you find yourself not ready for the real world, you aren't just ready. Take a step back and get yourself prepared to step into a new chapter of your life!

Day 101: life lessons you’ve learned throughout life

Always ask for feedback. Whether you like it or not it will help you improve in whatever you are doing either if it's good or bad. I've learned that coming out of art class.

Day 100: something you’ve always wondered

Happy100th blog of 2016. I've always wondered what if this or what if that happens because we spend more time asking questions and not answering them ourselves

Day 99: describe the weather occurring right now

SUPER DUPER WINDY that it feels like the roofs of every house blew off. The weather is nice and warm outside as said on the weather network but when you search up the details the wind is going crazy!

Day 98: For many of us, winter is blooming into spring, or fall hardening into winter. Which season do you most look forward to?

My favorite season is winter. I've been told you like the season depending on when your birth date occurs on the calendar. Some may be, some may be not. 

Day 97:do you think it’s better to have a few close best friends or to have a lot of acquaintances

I prefer to have a few close best friends. For one because you know whose going to be there to talk to you and there when you need them as to having a lot of acquaintances. Why? For another reason it is because you might forget about them and when you reunite with them it is a different feeling compared to the first few times you've met this person in general

Day 96: If you were to be the opposite gender, what do you think would be different?

I just want to know what happens in a mind of a female

Day 95: Do you feel like you “get” social media, or do you just use it because that’s where all your friends and family are?

I only use social media for the reason of keeping up to date with others who like to share about their life. I also only do share content that I like to post. I used to be curious about if people watch or read my stuff or not but as I've grown I've learned just post it for myself and hope that I can come back to these posts and remember what I did in the past. If you enjoy the posts I post then Thank You. I really only post for my own interest but I don't mind sharing at all!

Day 94: do you keep your thoughts to yourself?

No, I don't keep feelings to myself. When a thought pops into my mind I will write it down and hope that I can still remember it as i take out my pen and write it down on the page.

Day 93: what do you love the most about your grandparents

They teach you things they have experienced and went through when they were our age and teach us new things and make sure we don't experience the same mistakes they did.

Day 92: : What have you learned just from attending your school?

I have learned how to make a logo and learning more about the history behind fonts

Day 91: Does a messy home (or office) make you anxious and cranky, or is cleaning something you just do before company comes over?

It will be me crank and anxious some day but usually I would just clean it up when there is company over

Day 90: You’ve being exiled to a private island, and your captors will only supply you with five foods. What do you pick?

1. Carrots
2. Pizza
3. Curry Chicken
4. Salad
5. Bread

Day 89: Update on my life

I have been busy and working on the projects given and assigned to me for the week. To see my work and pictures I have taken feel free to click on SEE MY PHOTO to check out my work and progress I've been making! I will keep updating it weekly! So I hope you guys enjoy!

Day 88: What to look Foward to

Photo taken: March.24/2016


I hope yesterday was a good lesson because it taught me to never look back. If you looked back, those times you wish you wanted to change are no longer changable- 08/2015

Day 87: Do you agree with the saying "money buys happiness"?

I absolutely disagree with this saying. It only lasts for some time but it doesn't last forever. If you are going to spend money to make another happy, you should spend it wisely for everyone happy instead of hoping the other individual will be happy but they are either pretending to like what they have given you or actually like what you have given them.

Day 86: Is crying a strength or weakness?

Crying is both a strength or weakness. That's probably the most I can think of without over thinking

Day 85: Something that bothers you about this world

Negativity. The world's situation is and has been getting worse. I remember when there were the yin and the yang in this world but with this current situation we are missing the yang in this world. We just need to bring back and balance this world to the way it always was. Hearing many saying that this world is going to end is just disappointing. I'm just getting settled into the real world and getting involved and I noticed this world is a disaster as to when I was clueless about what's happening in the world.

Day 84: if you had to teach something, what would you teach?

I would like to teach people how to become an inspired writer. In order to become an inspired writer you go to through the basics they teach you in school and apply what you can soak in and either put it on paper or on the internet for others to read. If you have a good teacher, you can and will be able to get through what they teach you. I was just lucky and happy enough to have a teacher teach me things they never taught you in school like how to read and write properly!

Day 83: Biggest fear?

Being left alone with only your thoughts. I did talk about having these bad thoughts when I'm left alone. These thoughts are what we call late night thoughts

Day 82: Why do you feel as though people judge others

I know for a fact people enjoy to gossip even if it's for the worst or for the better. Even when we gossip you never know whose telling the truth and whose lying, unless you can catch on.

Day 81: You’re stranded in a foreign city for a day with no money and no friends. Where do you go; what do you do?

I would explore the city for as long as I can and hope I can find someone along the way to help and provide me as much as they can before I leave.

Day 80: One of your favorite childhood memories?

RECESS

Day 79: There are some things I don't share and those were once my feelings

There are some things I don't share and those were once my feelings- 07/2015

Day 78: Do parties and crowds fill you with energy, or send you scurrying for peace and quiet?

When I am at a party with a small or large crowd, I tend to feel better about myself. Even as an individual, I feel like it brings out a side neither me or anyone else has seen. Sometimes I wish I got out of my comfort zone and be myself at least once in my life.

Day 77: would you rather people be honest with you, even if it’s something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good

I'd rather have people be honest with me even if it's something not good is better getting told a lie and feel better about myself. I'd rather want to hear the truth and get hurt then having to figuring out the truth soon or later

Day 76: What gives you inspiration to wake up every morning?

Of course, the typical answer is to see what is planned for you each day and what obstacles you are going to hit you. I wake up every day knowing I can achieve my daily goals I set for myself.

Day 75: How do you feel like going green?

It is really important to go green. After hearing stories around the world about how they keep their country clean, I wish we were disciplined to learn about something that can help save the environment and donate a few moments of your time to clean the area around you. The lesson I take out of going green is keeping my trash for myself and when I see a garbage/trash can I will throw it in there.

Day 74: What is happening on March.14/2016?

Day 73: Do a 360 degree. Has it changed your perspective?

When I go a 360 everything around it might look the same but honestly, you didn't witness the small change it made while you did your 360.

Day 72: List of everything you ate

• Bread + Vietnamese Ham
• Banana
• Coffee/ Blueberry Greek Yogurt
• Different Types of Pizza from Pizza 72

And that is about it so far.

Day 71: Difference between you and your best friend(s).

We both are 2 different people. Similar in many ways and also different. It is just the way everyone is created dead or alive.

Day 70: a celebrity you don’t necessarily enjoy, and why

Not any necessary names but you can probably figure it out with the description. If you were to become or be a famous person, first of all, leave a good first impression. Some people come into the picture because someone in their life has impacted the society and they didn't want to be left behind and come into the picture.

Day 69: The Tooth Fairy (or Easter Bunny, or Santa Claus . . .) : a fun and harmless fiction, or a pointless justification for lying to children?

Honestly, I don't know why people got to be rude especially when it comes to scenario's like this. You can believe whatever you want and shouldn't worry about those who are going to push you down. I've always believed in Santa Claus but I've never gotten into believing if both the Tooth Fairy or the Easter Bunny because of the experiences I went to. Don't let others put you down for your beliefs.

Day 68: the best concert you have been to

I haven't been to many concerts in my lifetime but I have been to a Keith Urban concert. My goal for the future is to go to concerts and feel the good vibes

Day 67: Tell us about your week

Just working and trying to give me more time to relieve the stress as much as I could. Also excited that I finally get to go back to school after so long!

Day 66: When was the first time you really felt like a grown up?

I felt like I have grown up is when I suffer the pain and able to grow out of them and become a better person.

Day 65: One random Fact about you

I'm one of those guys in English class who enjoyed writing, even though I wasn't the best when it came to writing good ideas

Day 64: Things you want to pick up

1. Rollerblading
2. Skateboarding
3. Skating on Ice 
4. Reading
5. Few more I can't think of

Day 63: Inspirational Quote of the month

Day 62: There are 26 letters in the English language, and we need every single one of them. Want proof? Choose a letter and write or take one of your posts. (Feeling really brave? Make it a vowel!)

Progress at its success: Posted April.30/2014

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Have Fun Guessing Which letter(s) are missing!

Day 61: Thought of the day 2/29/2016

I just need the space to breathe. Just a day away from all this stress building up. I always find ways to relieve this stress but it just comes back and puts a lot of pressure on my body. I don't want to be around you anymore. Every time you yell at me or at anyone my throat locks up as I'm ready to hurt you. I don't even want you in my life anymore. I respect you but I know that I don't it back. Why do I even waste time being around you when all you do is push me down. It anger drives me crazy when I tell my friends and other family members how I feel about you. Did you change? Not really. You still push me around every day stressing out about my mistakes then helping me improve. Everyone tells me that it is your way of showing me that you care about your family... I once thought it was but now I know it's hard to live up to your reputation. You are basically a diva. I don't care if you are showing your dominance in the house but I really just wished I had a REAL instead of going to another man in my life and say that he is a better father figure than you are. You always compare me to the most stupid things... I never learned how to tie my own shoes until I was in middle school... The one time I had to tie my shoes for the first time was at my elementary school Christmas concert... You stood there to yell at me and give me a hard time then teach me and then you tell me "A kid in Vietnam can do that at 1-year-old" I know you exaggerate but it puts me down no matter what the situation is. I don't know if you even know how to live in this days society... It won't accept you like they did back in the day. I always get advice and help from everyone as much as I can and they say the same thing. It is just the language barrier. I mean I do agree with that but no one will accept you if you just accepted me as an adult but you haven't. I know that you have accepted me is when you tell me like when you accepted me as a teenager and no longer a kid. I am all choked up and muscles are giving me multiple spasms having to type all of this out and having to tell the world how I'm feeling. Even putting it out there won't help me feel better it never will. Speaking to someone doesn't either. Only you can make it better yourself. I just wish you knew better

Day 60: How did you deal with one extra day this year Feb.29/2016 ?

It really isn't special but it is rare to have an extra day that doesn't occur every year. But I'm happy enough to know that it comes once in every few occassions

Day 59: Do you have a notebook? Write down what was last written in it!

"Never allow yourself to be an option in someone life when you allow them to be a priority in yours"

Day 58: Places you want to visit

I want to visit THE ENTIRE WORLD!

Day 57: “And they lived happily ever after.” Think about this line for a few minutes. Are you living happily ever after? If not, what will it take for you to get there?

They are not really living happily ever after because they had to deal with fixing the problem they had to deal with within the time. To deal with they just have to either deal with it or move on

Day 56: go on google and generate your super hero name and explain the powers you have.

The Steel Shadow:

  

• You are the technological mastermind. Your creations give you unexpected abilities
• Metal Armour: Transforms your skin into a later of organic metal armour and make you immune to any type of damage
• Shadow Control: You can manage and control shadows, using them to hide or transform like a transformer travelling from one shadow to another

Day 55: Your Definition of Happiness

You aren't happy until there is a smile on your face! You need to a good conscience to keep you stay motivated. If there are people in your life that are pushing you down, you should just find new friends or someone to satisfy you. Learn how to remove the devil off your shoulder. It shouldn't be there because it is stopping you from doing things to make you happy.

Day 54: How's the progress with your goals?

Recaps of my goals for 2016:

• write more blogs for all my readers to enjoy
• expand and improve workouts at home and at the gym
• open up to more people

I have opened up to a few and it was where I have finally had a thought where I want to become an outgoing person but only to my extent. But I will achieve this goal by the end of the year. I can say the goals I set myself aren't as bad but is tough to keep up with when you know you aren't going to give up and push yourself from stopping to achieve these goals

Day 53: Where do you want to be by the end of the year?

I just want to know that I have finally found myself and stop having to worry about things I have been stressing over about as this year progresses

Day 52: Art Corner #3

I was given a paper bag by my art teacher in art class. They told us to fold the paper bag in any way, grab a lamp and fill in the shadows as you see it and put it onto paper. Everyone was given orange brown white and black oil pastels. Brown for the bag, Orange to make the bag brighter, White to emphasize all the spots on the bag where it's bright and Black to fill in the shadow!

Day 51: Places you have travelled outside of your country?

• New Jersey
• Anaheim, CA
• Seattle, WA
• Orange County, CA
• Las Vegas
• Minnesota

Day 50: What did you want to do as a kid but never got a chance too?

I have always wanted to play on sports team growing up as a kid. I found a passion for soccer and badminton but always enjoy playing other sports like  football, baseball, softball. I always love playing sports and always being active. As I got older I realize that the lack of short breath is stopping me from doing things I love to do. But I'm willing to still play the sport even when I have this problem. I am still at my greatest even if I am short of breath.

Day 49: something you did as a child that other people remember you for

As for family wise, I'd probably say that they would always bother me about the fact that my sister used to be taller than me. And as for my friend which is probably the fact that I bring snacks for them to either eat or  to friends that do not bring lunch that day!

Day 48: Life Story in 3 words.

Ladder To Success.

Day 47: Blog Challenge Update

It is really hard for me to keep up with this blog challenge. I know this was going to happen but I wasn't going to stop myself and continue on with this challenge. I will not give up even though I skip or forget to do it one day and do it on the next day! I don't really think anyone minds because as long as I try I know I can keep or gain readers to come back to read all these posts!

Day 46: Is it good to hear the truth?

Yes, it is good to hear the truth. Whether it hurts you or not, it is better to hear it than not. I've always kept the truth away from others. I used to keep it all to myself but I was done with all the pain I went through, so I told myself that no matter how painful the truth is, you have to deal with the end result. You will feel better about yourself once you let the truth set you free!

Day 45: When was the last time someone told you they were proud of you?

I really do not remember when I was told that someone was proud of me. I know that everyone that I surround myself with are proud of me without having to say a word. But I just prefer to hear it from someone then having that mind set

Day 44: When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?

Everyone always has those thoughts that come and hit you from time to time. For example, of a thought, I always go out alone and I'm always scared the fact that I will get killed. I just tell myself I can get through it and keep my head up. If you keep having these negative thoughts, just keep a positive mindset and you'll be able to go through the situation. As one of my sources quoted "There is too much negativity in this world. Why? People are influencing too. Just worry about yourself and carry on."

Day 43: Is it possible to lie without saying a word

Yes, it is possible to lie to someone with saying a word. It doesn't take long for someone to lie about something and hope others won't catch on the lie. When the person has caught you telling a lie, most would stare at you and see the way you reacted to the situation.

Day 42: Your best friend died, how are you feeling?

I am feeling a piece of my life is missing. When the memories come back and hit you, it is going to be like yesterday when you experience it for the first time.

Day 41: You have to learn a new skill. Do you prefer to read about it, watch someone else do it, hear someone describe it, or try it yourself?

I really say, it just depends on the skill I've learned. Most likely I am willing to read more about the skill than hear it from someone and would try it myself.

Day 40: what are features you get complimented on a lot

The feature that gets complimented a lot is when I grow out my moustache and have a little chin strap grow out.

Day 39: Do you think you've learn more from the good or the bad?

I think I learn more from the bad. I think I learn more from the bad because it teaches me to make better decisions bad people make and when that situation comes up I will for sure remember to think smarter and make wiser decisions. People make bad decisions because they are influenced by peer pressure and they don't know where it will bring them. That is why it is always good to learn the mistakes they made and become a better person by thinking before you do the action.

Day 38: Do you believe in Reincarnation

I honestly do believe in reincarnation. I believe everyone who goes through that process comes out either the same as they were before they left or have become a better person than they were before. Some people may not believe in reincarnation, but everyone has their own beliefs. You should believe whatever you want to believe. Don't let other tell you what is wrong and what is right!

Day 37: Opinion on people cheating

Cheating is never right. It never is and never will be. I honestly don't know why people just are straight up honest about it instead of doing it behind their significant others back and hope they will never find out. To those who did get confronted about it, they may tell each other they'll be 100% honest even though you'll never find out because it is their life and not yours. There are always decisions you have to make when it comes to cheating. To hide it behind their backs, move on from your current situation or just tell the truth. No one ever likes getting hurt so the truth is better to hear then hear it from some other source.

Day 36: Places where you want to travel. And why?

1. Miami, Florida: I really don't know why but as I kid, I have always wanted to come here but I will never know why I wanted to travel here.
2. Vietnam: The Motherland
3. Barcelona, Spain: Always been a fan of their national team
4. United Kingdom: Always a big soccer Fan and the history

Day 35: Another 3D Project

My Art teacher told the class to grab a few blocks and assemble the blocks the way you want to. Grab a lamp and draw the shape as you see it and then paint it. And here is the outcome of what I drew and painted as the end product.

Day 34: Your Daily Horoscope

I am born as a Scorpio, so here is todays Scorpio Horoscope for you! 
Today you are standing on a firm foundation of accurate awareness: You just learned some critical information. You know the real deal, and nothing anyone else will say to you can change your mind. This level of conviction will help you persevere through long, boring meetings and help you handle people who think they know it all. It's also going to help you see certain people in a much clearer light. There has been a lot of fast talking going on, and not a lot of progress.

Day 33: Inspirational Quote of the Month

Day 32: Your Favorite Piece of Art

 

This piece is one of my favorite pieces of art because I took one of my favourite things to draw which was 3D shapes. The 3D shapes any individual could always see me draw is a cross or a cube. Two of my favorites shapes to always experiment with. I'll go from coloring in the shapes to designing it to the point it looks really nice on paper. As I was experimenting with these shapes, I thought to myself why not try experimenting other shapes like a triangle or a rectangle. When I worked with both of the shapes I drew lines going horizontal and vertical lines and that is when I knew I could apply those into one of my art pieces!

Day 31: List 10 Things From Your Bucket List

1. Sky Diving
2. Go see the 7 wonders of the world
3. See the floral wave of cherry in Japan
4. Go on a Hot Air Balloon ride
5. Kayak the Milford Sound in New Zealand
6. Celebrate the festival of Lights
7. Gaudi's Sagrada Familia in Spain
8. Attend to a big, major world event
9. Experiencing Chinese New Years in China
10. Travel around the world like Jackie Chan in 80 Days

Day 30: The meaning behind your Blog name

I choose The Unwanted Fade as the title of my blog because it was during the time I was scared of losing myself in the shadows. It was a point in my life where I fell down and didn't know where I was going and the only time I was able to get back up was when I thought to myself that I can change myself and be a better person that I have become. I never ever wanted to lose myself but the word shadow popped into my head. I evaluated on the word shadow and the first thing came to mind was the story of the sun and the cloud. 

Day 29: What was your last major purchase?

Honestly, I do not remember the last time I went big with my purchases. I am that type of person who has money but does not really wanna spend it other than food. I find myself a smart spender. I know what I need to spend on and what I want to spend it on. A question that pops in my head when it comes to spending is, Am I going to use to over and over again or just use it once and forget about it over time. I have a huge list of wants but I do not really need it. So when I really need to make a big purchase I will remember to ask if it was worth or waste of money before I buy the item.

Day 28: My 100th Blog Post!

As of January, 28/2016, this will be my 100th post on my blog. Yes! I finally wrote at least 100 posts and I have seen the outcome of how I am since post 1. I really see quite a few changes in these 100 blogs. I like to give a big THANKS to everyone and anyone who have come across my blog one way or another! Here is just to another hundreds and hundreds more blogs to come! I'll always try my best to get more Art Corners and hopefully also bring back The Inspirational Quote Of The Month, for you all to look forward too!

Day 27: Who do you wish you live closer to?

I honestly just want to live by all my friends and family. Either close or far I still want them as close as possible, so I, at least, know that there will always be someone to talk to when I need it as much as they do!

Day 26: What are you looking forward to?

I'm always looking forward to what the future has in plans for me. I always plan ahead but I know those ideas don't always go as planned. I also look forward to going back to school. I feel like it has been way too long since I've sat in a classroom and wrote notes and doing work with your classmates.

Day 25: what you think makes someone beautiful?

I think that someone needs to have a personality. Once you have a develop a positive personality, it will determine how you look on the inside and out. And hopefully make you a better person to others eyes!

Day 24: Answer this question with your Ipod on Shuffle

1. If someone says, “Are you okay?” you say? Count On Me by Bruno Mars
2. How would you describe yourself? Bailando by Enrique Iglesias 
3. What do you like in a girl? FaceDrop by Sean Kingston
4. How do you feel today? Burn it to the ground by NickleBack
5. What is your life’s purpose? Feel It by Three Six Mafia
6. What is your motto? Love Stone by Justin Timberlake
7. What do your friends think of you? Stoned Walls- We The King
8. What do you think of your parents? Imaginate by Dzeko & Torres
9. What do you think about very often? Without you by Chris Brown
10. What is 2 + 2? I love it when you cry by Steve Aoki
11. What do you think of your best friend? Loyal by Chris Brown
12. What do you think of the person you like? FireFlies by Owl City
13. What is your life story? Take a minute by Knaan
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm A New Soul by Yael Naim
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? Thank You by Jason Chen
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? TKO by Justin Timberlake
17. What will they play at your funeral? Bass is kicking by Dj Splash
18. What is your hobby/interest? Love Never Felt So Good by Michael Jackson
19. What is your biggest fear? In Time by PeaceTreaty
20. What is your biggest secret? Candy Shop by 50 Cent