Welcome to my blog, where I post stuff about how I feel, daily challenges, artwork and many other pieces as you browse throughout my blog! Hope you enjoy the read and I hope you all come back for more! "Art is a collaboration between God and the artist, and the less the artist does the better."- Andre Gide
Friday, 20 November 2015
Art Corner #2
My art teacher told the class to draw a picture showing perspective. So I decided to search up pictures of on Google for some ideas. I know my teacher is expecting some type of perspective that you haven't learned about. So I asked her and she told not just me but to the class that we could have done birds-eyes view or a view where a person is looking up at the sky. It probably took me 3 full 45-55 minutes classes to find a picture and change the picture as much as possible so my teacher wouldn't call me out for plagiarism. As the final report, I have credited the picture I have taken from google, so she at least knows that I didn't take something and claim it as mine. When my teacher came to talk to me about this picture as a final product of my portfolio, she told me that she sees this as an art piece you see at any bus or train station. When I heard that from her, I have finally reached the point in my life where I feel accomplished about my artwork and hope that I can share my art with the rest of the world. I finally got accepted into a school where I can finally pursue my own passion as becoming a graphic designer. When I was asked for the interview at this school, I brought this exact artwork to show them that and they have asked me how I was going to do that and if I would add any color because they have told me "Once I put this piece on the wall people won't be able to see what it is", so I told them I will think about it and hopefully I will come up with a great idea! So I hope those who are reading this liked the picture I drew!
Sunday, 8 November 2015
Art Corner
So, I know I didn't post anything for the month of October, but I am willing to make up for it as much as I can for this month of November! So to begin the month of November, I have decided to why not share to the world my art. I am passionate about it and haven't given up on this and will not until the day is over.
For this week's art piece, I have chosen this artwork as shown above. My art teacher have told the class to all choose an emotion and then write a statement about what you have drawn. So I gave it a deep thought about the emotion I wanted to draw and I chose the feeling of being bullied. So here is my statement:
I chose the emotion of getting/ being bullied because it shows the inner feelings I have been bottling up and not being able to neither show nor express it. Most would consider me as a try hard because I end up getting cocky and all worked up even though I end up not getting the good results or the grades I expected to get as an end result. Once I act tough in front of others, they all end up making fun of me and start to bother me and that is when my anger softens up and slowly tears up. I would usually get bullied for always being a crybaby but mainly in elementary school. Everyone would think it was funny to make fun of me because I had a really sensitive personality during my elementary and middle school years. People nowadays would call me a failure instead of a crybaby since calling me that name was more for the early stages of my life. Another thing that bothers me the most is the fact that I am now more serious than I was during those years because the person I used to be was someone who wouldn’t really take things seriously and would smile and laugh at the most randomness moment for reasons like embarrassment or a way of me showing other that I am bragging about something. I still smile and laugh at random but not as much as I use to back in the days. The biggest reason anyone would be getting picked on for is racism. Everyone once in his or her lifetime has been discriminated against and mainly to those who are Asian as one of the common one on this day and still going to be disapproved throughout the next few decades. Asian is one of the most common races that get discriminated for because they were immigrants and slaves from the past and of course one of the worlds “Super Powers.” Any individual would say that China is the only Asian country in the world, which is false because it isn’t. I can even say that my family is mainly from Vietnam but they all learned how to speak Chinese as one of their official languages.
Saturday, 26 September 2015
Rebuilding My Thoughts
Every time I have a thought I always write it down. It doesn't go the way I wanted it to be but I know my readers still understand the message I am trying to send! If I never knew what to do with my life, I go back and see if I can reuse the mistakes I made and fix it while life still goes on. No one has the time to even stop and reflect on how they want their day to be but they just let live move on. Life will never be perfect but days like these are always worth it!
Rebuilding My Confidence
The confidence I thought I had isn't lost but I know it's not as strong as I wanted it to be. I know I can become a stronger individual and get it back! All these thoughts that build up in my head stresses me out and the only way to get rid of them is to just set the truth free!!
Monday, 10 August 2015
Thought Of 08/10/15
Every time I have a thought I always write it down where I will remember what I was feeling at that moment. It doesn't go the way I wanted to but people still understand what I post. If I never knew what to do with my life, I just go back to where I messed up and hopefully I will be able to fix it as life goes on. Life maybe never perfect but days like these are always worth it
Thursday, 30 July 2015
Expecting A Little Too Much
I've been gone for a period and going to be gone a little longer but it's just the the best way for me to re-evaluate myself. Once I left I knew there was no way I'm going back to where I was when I left. I knew I had to find a way to change the outcome. I know there are so many expectations in the world expecting me to change and I know for a fact that it will take some time for myself to adjust to this new chapter I'm about to begin. I figured that I should stop planning ahead and stick to what is right in front of me because I'd rather just see what's coming instead of what's left behind. I honestly should not let others tell me things they expect from me because it puts weights on my shoulder and will be on my shoulder until I have done what they want to be expected. Well I can agree to that but that is my own decision to make instead of someone who doesn't know what's going on with my life other then myself. I do expect change but I'd rather just take baby steps and hopefully take bigger steps if I ever get rid of those building blocks!
Sunday, 21 June 2015
Beginning Of My Adventures
Come Watch the Beginning of my summer adventures. I will post more pictures of my summer as it goes by! Hope you all enjoy!
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A present from the heart
Dear dad,
You have raised me but not well.You taught me how to ride my bike when I was twelve. I know how much you struggle and try to be there for me but I will always know you tried. If I knew how life was like growing up, I would have known better. Those times you push me down, I stand up stronger. You maybe not be the greatest dad to me but I at least understand that you are trying to change that. If life has taught me one thing is that you didn't have a good life to begin with and now you are showing me how I can be a better man than you were at my age. I know that I am lucky enough to have a dad. Not just a dad. But a dad that haven't taught me anything because you told me it's better to learn and experience new things alone and hopefully I am able to become a man like himself so I don't go through the same mistakes he made. I'm sorry I wasn't the best son but I know I will take every step I take to become a stronger one. Happy Father's Day to a hard working dad just trying to help and support me even though there is not much words I can explain to you how much I've held back against you!
Sincerely,
Your son, James
Sunday, 14 June 2015
Type Of Friends Part 2
There are those days where you ask yourself if you either need friends or have friends that are there for you. Sometimes I feel like I need friends more than I have friends. When I have friends half of them are there for me when I need them and the other half is there to make me feel weaker than I already am. That half that always bothers are people who found my weakness of being a serious person. They are always there to just throw stuff back at me and then act like they forgot what happened and moved on. For me I will forgive but I won't forget what happen. This is why people see me as a house bum. Doing nothing useful with their life other than living at home. Maybe I am a house bum because I don't have many friends that are there for me most of the times when I need them to be there but instead they are just against me. If I don't have friends I can still do things alone but of course it won't be as fun as if I did have friends there with me. These thoughts won't ever leave my brain because I know they are true. I can also say to some of my friends that I have/had that they should know when I act fake around them, because I have but I will never tell you and hopefully you will know some point in life. I'd rather that I get rid of all these thoughts by sharing these thoughts than having them bottled up in my head, where later in time it will bother me until I tell someone about it.
Tuesday, 26 May 2015
Types Of Friends
I have been bothered in a way or another about having friends, that these thoughts start to bother me but I at least starting to understand what it is. There are friends who are there for you and friends who will be there for you. Friends who are there for you are just friends that you come back to when you have a group gathering with your other friends. Friends who will be there for you are friends who will get in any trouble to just be with you and be able to spend as much time. They will also invite you and make sure you won't be the only one left out . Friends who are just temporary there, they will do what you want to do even if it is pretending nothing even happened and just remember that why and how they became friends. I am starting to understand what kind of friends I want. Friends that at least know what I am going through and have the time to listen to the story that I have been holding back rather than just bottling up all these stories and having them come back and hurt you more than they already have the first time. To me if you were reading this, I just want to make sure you all know that I don't want anyone changing the way they are and just start to learn and re-think what you have done to impact our friendship. You may think nothing has impacted our friendship but it did. No one honestly knows how it feels to get bullied because I have a soft side. No one even bothers to help me with what I have been through. I have done many things to try to prove that I am strong enough to get up on my own feet and keep moving but instead there is always weights just stacking on me full of stress. I know some people are only friends with me because I am one of the weakest person in the group and is the easiest one to pick on for the reason that I am a sensitive kind of person when it comes to feelings. I mean if I had friends who were always there for me they probably be there for me to give me the hand I have wanted during those situations. I know I am that type of friend who is always there for every and anyone out there. So people just don't know the things I do and sacrifice to be able to keep a friendship alive...
Sunday, 24 May 2015
Random Q&A Part 2
1. What is your favorite piece of art you own?My favourite art piece is of a birds eye view from a skyscraper
2. The most expensive bill I paid last month was? I haven't reached that point in life yet.
3. What’s the last thing you apologized for?Nothing
4. My favorite color is It is between green and blue.
5. On a scale of 1-10, how is your health?I think I am a 7
6. If you could do today over, would you change anything?Not at all
7. Name a person you wish you didn’t have to deal with today.My alarm clock
8. What is the largest TV screen in your house? The 50 inch in the family room
9. What time did you go to bed last night?10 pm
10. What did you buy today?Tim Hortons & Mcdonalds
11. I wish I had a chance to redo all my mistakes.
12. How many photos did you take today? quite a few
13. What book are you reading right now? the last book I have read was To Kill A Mocking Bird 14. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? About 7 hours of sleep
15. The last thing you wanted but didn’t get.I never ask or need things
16. What mood were you in today?I felt like a rollercoaster today
17. What was the last new thing you tried?It was chicken wings
18. My biggest hope is to have my life as planned. Hopefully.
19. What has challenged your morals?my conscience
20. What kind of car are you driving?I would like to drive a BMW or Ford
21. List your pets. 2 dogs: one golden retriever and 1 Yorkie terrier
22. What are three things you need to buy?Honestly nothing that important, if you think about it 23. Today I felt really secure knowing I wasn't alone when it comes to new adventures.
24. Whose life did you make a difference in today? The people who will be living in the house I help build with Habitat for Humanity
25. What is your super power?To sneak around without anyone noticing me
26. What is annoying you? People with insecurity
27. What would have made today perfect? Maybe ice-cream or a popsicle
28. What stresses you? Anything that revolves around insecurity
29. What did you do to take advantage of this extra day this year? I took long 40 minutes walk daily after dinner
2. The most expensive bill I paid last month was? I haven't reached that point in life yet.
3. What’s the last thing you apologized for?Nothing
4. My favorite color is It is between green and blue.
5. On a scale of 1-10, how is your health?I think I am a 7
6. If you could do today over, would you change anything?Not at all
7. Name a person you wish you didn’t have to deal with today.My alarm clock
8. What is the largest TV screen in your house? The 50 inch in the family room
9. What time did you go to bed last night?10 pm
10. What did you buy today?Tim Hortons & Mcdonalds
11. I wish I had a chance to redo all my mistakes.
12. How many photos did you take today? quite a few
13. What book are you reading right now? the last book I have read was To Kill A Mocking Bird 14. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? About 7 hours of sleep
15. The last thing you wanted but didn’t get.I never ask or need things
16. What mood were you in today?I felt like a rollercoaster today
17. What was the last new thing you tried?It was chicken wings
18. My biggest hope is to have my life as planned. Hopefully.
19. What has challenged your morals?my conscience
20. What kind of car are you driving?I would like to drive a BMW or Ford
21. List your pets. 2 dogs: one golden retriever and 1 Yorkie terrier
22. What are three things you need to buy?Honestly nothing that important, if you think about it 23. Today I felt really secure knowing I wasn't alone when it comes to new adventures.
24. Whose life did you make a difference in today? The people who will be living in the house I help build with Habitat for Humanity
25. What is your super power?To sneak around without anyone noticing me
26. What is annoying you? People with insecurity
27. What would have made today perfect? Maybe ice-cream or a popsicle
28. What stresses you? Anything that revolves around insecurity
29. What did you do to take advantage of this extra day this year? I took long 40 minutes walk daily after dinner
Random Q&A's
1. What is your number one goal this year? To be able to find more about me
2. What are you most grateful for? For this world to be made
3. Are you content? Yes I am
4. What is your best memory of last year? Graduating High School
5. What was the last major accomplishment you had? Cleaning up the house before parents came back from a family wedding in the states
6. What possession could you not live without?I always need food/water and a roof over my head 7. Can people change? Yes, people can change either for the better or the worst
8. What is the last “good” thing you ate?Well... Nothing else but steak I guess
9. What is your current favourite snack?Any type of granola bar
10. What made you smile today? Being able to help build a house for a good cause
11. What’s your favourite accessory? the necklace of a cow my dad bought for me from China
12. What is making you mad? knowing who your friend and who isn't
13. What did you have for dinner today?I had a nice burnt steak with some homemade salad
14. What did you get done?Everything up to date
15. Who last called you on the phone?i believe it was my cousin
16. Who are you in love with? that is the part I can't ever figure out
17. What are you grateful for?I am grateful that I am still alive and being able to learn more about myself over these years
18. The best part of today was that I volunteered for Habitat for Humanity..
19. My current favourite website is Facebook, I guess.
20. What was the hardest thing you’re dealing with? knowing if I have friends who won't leave me hanging
21. Today I wish I had more time not stressing out about life.
22. Tomorrow will be better because God gave us a new day to start fresh.
23. What made today unusual?Getting to work with power tools I have never worked with
24. What are you looking for from life?I am looking for the answers to all my questions
25. What is your favourite thing to drink? I can't live a day without having water
26. Today the temperature was 25 degrees Celsius.
27. How much did you spend at the grocery store the last time you went?I never do my own groceries
28. Tomorrow I will do something out of the ordinary.
29. What was your last major purchase?Tim Hortons Ice Cap
30. My house is a home because it is where I feel the safest.
31. Who is the last person to tell you they loved you?It is too long to remember
2. What are you most grateful for? For this world to be made
3. Are you content? Yes I am
4. What is your best memory of last year? Graduating High School
5. What was the last major accomplishment you had? Cleaning up the house before parents came back from a family wedding in the states
6. What possession could you not live without?I always need food/water and a roof over my head 7. Can people change? Yes, people can change either for the better or the worst
8. What is the last “good” thing you ate?Well... Nothing else but steak I guess
9. What is your current favourite snack?Any type of granola bar
10. What made you smile today? Being able to help build a house for a good cause
11. What’s your favourite accessory? the necklace of a cow my dad bought for me from China
12. What is making you mad? knowing who your friend and who isn't
13. What did you have for dinner today?I had a nice burnt steak with some homemade salad
14. What did you get done?Everything up to date
15. Who last called you on the phone?i believe it was my cousin
16. Who are you in love with? that is the part I can't ever figure out
17. What are you grateful for?I am grateful that I am still alive and being able to learn more about myself over these years
18. The best part of today was that I volunteered for Habitat for Humanity..
19. My current favourite website is Facebook, I guess.
20. What was the hardest thing you’re dealing with? knowing if I have friends who won't leave me hanging
21. Today I wish I had more time not stressing out about life.
22. Tomorrow will be better because God gave us a new day to start fresh.
23. What made today unusual?Getting to work with power tools I have never worked with
24. What are you looking for from life?I am looking for the answers to all my questions
25. What is your favourite thing to drink? I can't live a day without having water
26. Today the temperature was 25 degrees Celsius.
27. How much did you spend at the grocery store the last time you went?I never do my own groceries
28. Tomorrow I will do something out of the ordinary.
29. What was your last major purchase?Tim Hortons Ice Cap
30. My house is a home because it is where I feel the safest.
31. Who is the last person to tell you they loved you?It is too long to remember
Thursday, 30 April 2015
Putting the Weight Over your Shoulders
Everyone overthinks from time to time. I believe so. Overthinking and Assuming are both same things. Once you start overthinking, you start to assume things that are either really happening or you just think it's happening. The only difference between the two is that one hurts you more then the other. I overthink way to often which does lead to me assuming on things that could possibly be happening but I don't really know the case. I can tell you the example anyone can relate too. For example, you like this boy/girl and you are scared to telling them how you really feel. These feelings and thoughts of what will and can happen start to appear on your mind and they start to bother you after a while. These only happen because you do not have the guts to go up to them yourself to tell them how you feel about them and via versa. When some people overthink, they overthink to an extent where there is an long list of ways to come to a conclusion. Those people are people who just hurt themselves and know that they will never come out with an outcome. Sometimes somethings are better left unsaid but when these feelings are stuck inside you, you really want to get rid of them but you know you can't even if you try too. I know I have all these feelings like will she ever give me a chance or will I ever be able to have the balls to ever go up to her and tell her how I feel instead of having to tell them through a wall and they won't be able to see what and how you are really feeling because it has been the end of me where I just throw away those feelings and never come back to them ever. By ever, I mean I really try. Some are successful while others will come back to you and put that weight over your shoulders. Personally these feelings just keep building up and will keep building up until I have the guts to tell every person how I feel about them instead of keeping all these filed away where no one really knows how I feel about them. The best way for me to come to a conclusion is to disconnect from the world for like an hour a day and hope it will be gone forever but it doesn't. So I try to walk into the shower and let me neck relax in nice warm water for like a few minutes and hope it will loosen up my neck muscles and that I will overcome those feelings but it just doesn't work. I told myself maybe I should start drinking away my feelings like, I believe it doesn't work either because it is just something that will come back and make you feel guilty. My last thing was to go on daily walks right after dinner, disconnecting from the world and being able to reconnect with the world. It is a good way to just relax your thinking muscles and to also be happy to still be living on this planet. I believe and know that there are ways out there in the world that can fix this problem that everyone has in this world. Stress comes and it goes but never relieved. Thoughts are meant to be jumbled into one cloud and it is trying to find its way to get out of the cluster of the other thoughts that are just trying to build up...
Monday, 13 April 2015
Who is Right?
When the court wants to hear the story of what happened who would you believe? Well, both of them would tell them a different story but end up with a similar outcome. While the judge decides which story is more believable, another one stands up and tells the judge what exactly happen because of the reputation you have been building over the years being close with these two other individual who had to make up crap in order for the other to be pledged guilty. Just because you witnessed what exactly happened, you do not have to make any other crap about the other person for the fact that you just hate them. If you are able to gain trust, trust the person that has built up a good reputation then having to believe the person who has ruined their reputation. Just keep doing what you do, and lower your expectations, because your reputation is depending on it.
Sunday, 12 April 2015
Almost A Full Year Has Gone By
I'd like to say Thank You to everyone who has been reading my blog for almost a year now and I would like to keep my promises to keep blogging my feelings and opening up my heart out to the world. I would like to Thank everyone for reading and sharing my feelings with many of those who also feel the same way. Keep Breathing and Hope another great year to come!
Monday, 16 March 2015
The Wall Built inside me.
All this anger build inside me is slowly building up day by day by those who would love to anger me. I never knew, I held grudges from time to time but it bothers me to say that I wish I had the guts to just straight up confront you instead of adding a new brick overtime something angers me. I can say one has been built over time and it comes to the fact that I just want to get rid of you out of my life but you keep coming back and doing the same thing to me and many other individuals. You seriously make a big scene in your life for us to even care about you. Do you even know how people even feel about you? Of course you don't because it is the fact that you keep doing the same thing over and over. I have forgive and forget many things people do to anger me but you are still the reason why my anger is building this wall that I just want to get rid of. I would call you out any day but I can't for the fact that you will keep doing the same shit. I just want to change because you are not who you are. I don't even see you in my life because you keep causing drama for me and many individuals. I just want you to look in the mirror at who you really are and think about it instead of having to coming back and telling me this bullshit you keep using. Your bull shit will work sometimes but you are really just not legit with me anymore, maybe that's why people feel bad for you and act like they don't. You are only alive on this day because people believe you have the right to live... Well do you? To anyone, you still deserve a chance to live but not in a way where you just decide to always straight up making people continuously after every single situation we have been through. I don't care if I hate you, I am not the only one who you made upset. I still remember that day when I left you speechless, you went to someone who you thought who was really close to you when they weren't and told me let go of this anger I have for you and keep moving on? You are really a joke in my books. You tell me you look in the mirror and realized you are only yourself is a lie because you are wrong, you did not take the time to think what have you been doing to throw away our friendship. Instead you just keep continuing with your life like you know what you are doing. Your actions to prove someone who are just yourself, well you aren't, even the way you dress for someone to give you a good first impression, well that isn't really who you are. You should rather learn how to be yourself instead of having to prove yourself to others and getting hurt because I know what you are going through but you aren't listening to your peers. Some days, you just need a place for yourself to find who you were the whole time instead of being yourself. That person will be the person who you will find out that you were not being you the whole time and come back one day to apologize and I won't be there to even bother to accept your actions because you came a little too late and realize you can not win my friendship back with you any longer. I just hope you have a good life without me being around it anymore...
Friday, 13 March 2015
Getting tired of those doubters
I am getting sick of always being doubted. From being a young little toddler and even till this day I get doubted. As a kid I was doubted that my family would always think I will never be taller than my sister but they were all wrong. They always doubted that I will never in my life eat any type of meat. They were also wrong. As I get to this age, I know I would still get doubted. My family and friends always doubt me to the fact that I just want to kill myself. I told myself I would never do that as I can still have a life to live. Anyone can doubt me and I will prove to them that I can do it. My friends and families to this day doubt that I am always at home and do nothing useful with my life and always sticking my head into video games until I die. Well those who did doubt me were wrong. I always prefer to be away from the house as much as I can, because being at home is just as boring as just re-watching the same movie over and over again. The thoughts I have to my doubters are that may be I should become homeless just for the hell of it and see who doubt me then? I just wish I had the support from my friends and family instead of me pushing myself away from them because it is what I feel like is what happening right now. I take those bad days even outside of the house because the thought of being at home just makes me feel bored and that I will continue to stick my face in the computer screen the whole day. Rain, wind, snow, nothing will stop me from going out unless my body tells me that I should just stay home and be in bed all day. Anyone can keep doubting me if they want but it won't stop me, because I will doubt you all wrong that I can do something you thought I could have never done. I just really wished I had friends and family who will just support me through everything instead of always pushing my down and being a person no one wants to see as a friend or family member.
Tuesday, 10 March 2015
#DearMe
Dear Younger Me,
Somethings I want to tell me younger self is that I want to stop showing off to the world the talents I believe I got but I really didn't. I always think like to brag myself to others like how I would do good in this or that subject but in the end it wasn't even a good result. Some days, I wish I had not pushed all those friends I made in elementary, and middle school friends away because I left them behind and went to somewhere I had to restart my life at. Those friends I have pushed away, were people who I made happy. They were pushed away because I changed as a person over time. I went from being loud and active to some introvert who just sits there and listen to what you got to say and enjoy the ride without even saying a word. Back then, I used to be well known for many things, because I was a talented person and really wanted to show off to all these individual but in the end I lost most of these friends who used to be there for me.Some days I wish I did things I never did, like not giving anyone a chance at love or even bother to try. When I look at love now, it feel like it is harder to find someone then it was as a younger person. Or even giving a chance instead of hiding away in the shadows hoping you will still be there when I come back to you later on. Guess what? I tried. Having these thoughts about my old lovers really tell me that I messed up, why? Because I said things I have promised I would do but in the end it just goes by. I wish I had someone to always be there for me to tell them how I feel but I couldn't. Everything had to be bottled-up hoping someone on the other side of the ocean will find this bottle floating in the ocean the pick it up and read all these feelings I used to have. I wish I was more involved in the community with sports and being able to make more friends. As of now, I stick to the friends I have grown with since then and still but of course they do not all stay as they could leave for a better life today. I still wish I was able to tell anyone anything but I trusted no one because no one was around. I also wished I never lied to everyone about the truth, these lies have haunt me even until this day because I am just scared it would hurt them the most and when I am trying to get there backs. I wish if there were people that wanted to know the dark truth, they had to come and ask me what really happened instead of having to keep it deep down where it really hurts the most
Wednesday, 4 March 2015
Tuesday, 17 February 2015
Biggest Pet Peeves
Everyone hate those people who do these annoying habits all the time. For am example, people eating with their mouths opened instead of closed or even leaving the washroom dirty for the next person to use it and have to clean after you and many more. My biggest pet peeve you may ask is my sister. She is one of the definition why she's one of my pet peeves. For one, after she showers, she leaves her tangled hair in the shower on the drain, and when I shower I always have to pick it up by my bare hands and throw it into the garbage every time I want to shower. Another instance is when she brushes her teeth day and night. She will brush her teeth and when she is finished she never ever cleans the counter after she's done and leaves it there for me to have to clean up after her again. Thirdly, the thing that pisses me off about her annoying habits is junk food. You are asking yourself why is junk food a pet peeve. For example, my mom buys me and my sister one large bag of munchies of course she will be usually the one who opens the bag first. So she opens the bag and takes out all the Pretzels and Cheetos and leave me the Sun Chips and Doritos. I every time complain to my mom about why my sister is so picky when it comes to foods. She tells me every time to just take all the ones that my sister likes and hide it somewhere for yourself. Of course when I do that, that is when she is a step ahead of me and takes it before I can even reach any type of junk food. Picky people are one of the most annoying people, but you just got to live with it. It is hard to live with it but you just have to get use to it instead. You should also try to help them stop this habit of theirs. It may take a while but it will be work some way or another.
Saturday, 14 February 2015
Dress to Impress?
I really don't get the point of having to dress to impress when you can just be yourself. People seriously go big when it comes to impressing people to dress up for a normal occasion. I would rather dress up as what ever I feel like without having to impress people. If someone just accepted that I would keep doing what I do unless it was for an occasion. People really just need to be themselves instead of having to impress people but they just do it to get some good attention and it is where people become self centred and always need the attention on them. If you feel comfortable in what you where you do not even have to impress people. I get people like to impress for certain reasons but I am here just to see what the outcome is. I just wish some people just know what they are doing and wearing instead of just doing it and then seeing it and then regretting it later on, I know I wouldn't even bother. If you are hurt do not even complain about it because I know you will. Just remember I warned you that you were going to hurt yourself for doing something dumb... Even if I was asked to change the way I dressed, I wouldn't even bother and be myself. If you don't like how I dress, then find someone else who does. I am not even wanting to waste my own money just to get a new wardrobe.
Thursday, 5 February 2015
Meaning of Life
God was the one who created the world, where life have became real life. Me being able to go to a catholic school, has taught me many things like how God has taught us to live a life of our own. I usually pray to God because I heard that most things come true! I was taught in school to only love one God? Well I can't. I then told my self as long as I believe, God will be there to support me no matter what decisions I make in order to be who I am today. Today I was wondering about the fact that I would be always the only one who is shovelling in my family because they are often busy at work, so I was like whatever it will pay off shovelling for them. I kept thinking 2 is greater than 1. I knew that was always true because it gets work done quicker and easier than if one was doing it alone. I always believe in anything and am capable of the fact I have people there for me to support me through all these ideas I have with me.
Wednesday, 4 February 2015
Thursday, 22 January 2015
A lost definition
Cute. A word I don't find a useful meaning for any more.Why? It is because people over use it. Like
describing how cute another person looks or how nice the clothing you are wearing and so fourth. It used
mean so much to me when I found a cute girl like you out on the street or even as a friend. To me it sounds
like it is just a complement instead of something I over think about. Of course everyone has a different
image of cute, whether it is a person, animal or even just a painting. To me it is just another way of complementing others. It also bothers me that once I call someone cute they would usually just end up running away instead of coming back to give me a chance to see you as a different person after I have called you cute the first time. Images of you are just changing as you leave my side. I of course won't see you the same as I have used to after you have left my trail and on to a different one. If you can't accept the truth might as well just do not even bother coming after me when I have left you in the first place.
Friday, 9 January 2015
Some Message Tried To Be Sent But Never Recieved
I as a human being always wanted to prove something to the world. It might be a minor thing but I know I can prove to you that I have done something to get achieved. They all ask me how did I prove something to the world? Stereotypes did. I did things like take art because people say it is a useless job or a useless course to take but guess what it is only for the fact that you never gave it a chance or even tried it out yourself. I only done art to show those that you do not need the talent to be able to draw to take art. If you are inspired you should be able to find a hidden talent within you. Art is everywhere in the world, especially surrounds you every where you go no matter what. Another point to prove to you is that not all asians are good at math. Numbers are like drawings, they make sense and give you an image to work with. If they don't make sense your ideas won't come to life. Stereotypically, I hate all and every type of stereotype out there, even if it is true or not. Another great fact is in physical education classes where every individual thinks they are good at sports except for asians is the fact that they are too busy working with their math and numbers and being the one who plays with their calculator day after day. That is of course a false statement. I only took gym to show that asians can do something other than math. I show these bigger guys that I can at least put in the effort to try instead of just standing there and not ever passing to me, even if I was wide open. People to this day never learn how to pass to those who never got a chance to ever try the sport. Any individual who doesn't see a side to gym class as a sport and team activity are willing to show their strengths and not weaknesses. I also have proved the point that it doesn't matter if you have a skill or not you should still be able to have some effort and put your game face on. To this day everyone should take in the fact that no matter your strength or weaknesses, you got to put in the effort to try something new rather than leaving it alone where it will be handy later on in life. Something I have learned over the years and was told that no matter what we do in life, take all the other options you have in front of you and try them out instead of hiding these talents you never have had before.
Friday, 2 January 2015
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