Day 213: Thought of July 21 2016

I wake up every morning and head to school knowing I will achieve something each and every day. My classmates are there to help me achieve my goal as a graphic designer. Something you don't know is that they all had their own life story and I have heard them all over the course. I haven't felt so open about myself that I can tell my story to anyone of them and they will understand the situation and help me become a better person. I felt like I started this course with a tight shell. As days and days come to an end I feel better about myself. Days are counting down to the point that I won't get to see them in person every day to just contacting them on a daily basis. I thank everyone for being there to me as mentors and as just human beings we were made to be. I also thank every individual for teaching and lending a hand to each other to be the better person we were on the first day of classes! Shoutout to all the friends I have made during my time at Pixel Blue College and hope you guys will become successful in the near future as I will too! Keep doing what you do best because in the end your enemies will change you but your peers will be there with you through thick and thin.

Day 212: Why did you start your blog?

I started my blog because it is one way for my to vent. I used to bottle up my feelings and it was hard for me to tell someone how I was feeling. After a while I have learned that I am a good writer myself and that I enjoy writing things/stories even though it wasn't the best work I have done.

Day 211: If you could be a “fly on the wall” anywhere and at any time in history, where and when would you choose?

If I could be a fly on the wall, I'd want to be on your wall every morning. Why? You might be trying to kill me but my goal is to just get your heart going so you will energized and wide awake from a day at work

Day 210: Go to your Stats page and show the readers how much your blog has grown

I also thank you to everyone who comes by and reads to posts and continuing on coming back even though I have been MIA for quite some time.

Day 209: What do you remember most about last winter?

It is honestly the same thing every other winter but this winter was a bit of warmer than any of the other winters I have experience. I honestly say my winters are pretty memorable. It is the one time of year where my family gets together and celebrate with joy in spirit of others!

Day 208: Your life without a computer: what does it look like?

My life without a computer would look like I am in my own imaginary world. Either that I would find other ways like going out for a little bike adventure, play one or two games on the xbox maybe or just turn off my mind and relax outdoors

Day 207: Have you ever cried in a movie?

Yes I have cried in a movie and one of those movies I remember crying was when I watched Radio with Cuba Gooding Jr. There were many movies that made me tear up but I only can remember Radio as being one of them!

Day 206: What’s your favorite part about visiting a new place?

My favorite part about visiting a new place is the history behind each and every single building that is built and how the city/ country became a country!

Day 205: Tell us about the farthest you’ve ever traveled from home.

The farthest I have traveled away from home is probably on a cruise ship with my family and my mom's parents into the Caribbean for a week full of adventures and activities!

Day 204: Are you a sports fan?

Yes, I am a sports fan. I get bored when it comes to watching the whole game of any sports but I always enjoy the fact that I can read the news and stats online.

Day 203: what is the last thing you had to save your money for?

Honestly, I just save up for the future. I am more of a person who saves up until the opportunities come. I have learned that it is better to save up something that you need instead of something you really want.

Day 202: What did you do last saturday?

I just woke up knowing that I have a full day of work ahead of me.

Day 201: What are your plans for tomorrow.

My plan for tomorrow is to finish all the work that is given to me and accomplish it within the next few weeks until the course is over. And also to achieve another daily goal and hopefully rewarding myself for getting through the day!

Day 200: Finish this sentence: “When I look in the mirror, I . . .”

When I look in the mirror, I ask myself how much did I grow as a person and how much of better I am compared to yesterday!

Day 199: What is the last book you read, why did you read it?

The last book I probably read was April Raintree as I can remember. I read the book for english/ language arts class. I never had a reason to pick up a book unless there is a good reason to.

Day 198: What did you do today?

I woke up in the morning know that there is somewhere I needed to be with a goal to achieve. On my way to school knowing that there will be challenges waiting for me right when I walk into the door.  I sit at my desk for 7 hours straight focus on all the load that has been handed to me and hoping I will meet my deadlines. Came home with no intention but to relieve all the stress that has been built up for this entire day and hopefully sleep well for another chapter of my book!

Day 197: Do you have a set out path for your future yet?

I used to have my future set to one path but as those days came I knew that I wasn't going to go that way. As life goes on everything changes doesn't matter if it is better or for the worst. Life isn't fair but that how it is. If you can't change the story, someone will. Take charge of book and don't let anyone else write it for you!

Day 196: What is one thing you regret?

not always telling people how I feel about them and waiting until it hurts me for me to say it to them.

Day 195: Thought of the Day Jul 15 23:26 MDT

I wish I had someone to talk to but , of course life goes on and everyone will come and go but you just got to accept that fact and move on and hopefully they will come back and do the same for you when they are in need. Over thinking is killing me harder than it ever did. I never thought this day was going to come but it did and it has hit me hard then I thought it will be in ages. My head is still up and hoping I can finally find the answer I have been looking for.

Day 194: What did you do today?

I woke up in the morning, took a bus to school today since the bus to the train station didn't come, came to school and worked since 8 hours a day until 4:30 pm everyday and then go home and do what ever is left for the rest of the day.

Day 193: What are you doing for the next big holiday?

I probably will be spending it with my family since there isn' t anything else that my family does since they are always busy with taking time off of work.

Day 192: summer or winter?

Winter because that is when families get together and comfort one another with festivities and gifts.

Day 191: Are you excited for anything right now?

I am excited for school to be over to see what the real world has to offer me and to be able to enjoy my vacation time while every one gets ready to go back to school.

Day 190: Have you ever had braces/will you ever need braces?

Yes, I had braces in middle school for  a little over 3 years.

Day 189: How did you find the music you enjoy listening to today?

I would just explore around if it like the song or if it is cachy, I would add it to my list for myself to listen over and over until I find another one and so fourth.

Day 188: Put your ipod or mp3 player on shuffle and list the first ten songs.

1. Gold- Dash Berlin 
2. Apolo Road- Dash Berlin 
3. Somehow- Dash Berlin 
4. Secrets- Tiesto 
5. The Only Way Is Up- Martin Garrix Ft. Tiesto
6. Air- Dzeko & Torres
7. Home- Tiesto 
8. Show Me- Tiesto ft Dallas K
9. Sky High- Firebeatz
10. Red Lights- Tiesto 

Day 187: Put your ipod or mp3 player on shuffle and list the first ten artists

1. Ryos  Karra
2. DoDoBeatz
3. Sam Feldt
4. Alan Walker
5. Alan Walker
6. Alan Walker
7. Adventure Club
8. Armin Van Buuren 
9. Keith Urban
10. Dash Berlin 

Day 186: What are you always carrying around with you?

I am always carrying a water bottle, home keys, my wallet and a phone everywhere and anywhere I go because they are important essentials

Day 185: five random facts about yourself.

1.  I enjoy spending time alone
2. I need to learn how to have fun without my friends around
3. I enjoy photography 
4. Computer is life whether it is for just for browsing or working
5. I wish I got into more sports 

Day 184: You are told you have one week left to live, how do you spend it?

Nothing too cliche but for sure spend it with my friends and family.

Day 183: Why do you think people are so addicted to facebook/tumblr?

I think people are addictd to facebook and tumblr because you can scroll up and down your feed for days and find interesting videos, topics you will probably come across when you spend hours on them and also the fact that you can talk to your friends you haven't seen or talked to in ages for hours without even getting bored of it.

Day 182: When you think of your best friend, what is your first memory? How did you meet them?

When I think of my best friend, the first thing that pops up in my mind is Kindergarten. We met each other in kindergarten and just have been friends for over 16 years now!

Day 181: How did you spend your last birthday?

I honestly didn't do anything other than spending it with my family.

Day 180: What is the most inspiring book you have read?

April Raintree is honestly one of the books I wish I focused on and finished the entire book. Honestly this book shows you how society is when your parents do things that they don't tell you and you have to part way with your sibling. The lesson I have learned from reading this novel was that you have to deal with who you are with because they may be good when others are around but they are evil and cruel to you when it is only you and your family around. Never let someone push your button no matter how they were raised because they will keep doing until you have become like that which no one will like when you get into the real world. Do what is smart and find someone to talk to instead of bottling it in like I have for most of my life. I learned bottling is easy for some point in time but you got to just let it free.

Day 179: How do you feel about discrimination?

I feel like discrimination is stupid as hell. Like why to bother discriminating others when you are also going to be discriminated against. Like we are in a century where everyone still hates each other because of how they preach the news all over the world. Like even growing up and even to present day, I get discriminated against but you know you just got to let it go instead of holding it back where it doesn't belong.

Day 178: A goal you have this weekday

Start managing my time at home, so I have enough time to do so without having to carry it over the next day to stress about

Day 177: Something you’re proud of in the past few days?

Learning how to deal with the deadline and how to manage well enough to get every thing done without an excuse as to why it wasn't finished. And always research more about things you are told about because they will be helpful and easier to understand when it is done.

Day 176: Do you enjoy cooking?

I don't cook but always had the passion to learn how to cook and try something new and different

Day 175: Abruptly rude people

I woke up this morning to a really loud bang on the door non stop. They didn't even greet me properly or telling me SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP, or even a GOOD MORNING. Like you people are from God's church and can't even use your nice manners to apologize at the least? I was like only 25% awake and you are telling me things I dare not to care because I'm still asleep. I gave you a 100% effort to act like I am awake and politely open the door when you guys just stood there think I would really listen when I really didn't care. Like if you are going to get me to convert at least give the effort like how God would do it if he was here. I can bet how much better I can do it than you guys did with me without rudely interrupting my beauty sleep. Don't be ignorant and give respect to other people who take their time to open their door

Second of all I am getting tired of those people who hand out flyers to the neighbourhood. I have reported all these people who have came by my house and left the flyers on the ground instead of in my mail box. Like I can keep reporting the same shit every single week and you guys will do nothing about it but continue. Both of these people are really lazy to put into the effort to put the flyers into the mailbox but they aren't by going house to house. Like if you can go house to house and put it into their mailbox then why cant you do the same for my house? That is disrespect.. I hope you have learned your lesson if not got bitten by kharma.

To conclude anyone and everyone should respect others like how they'd like to be treated as what I am taught in school. Both of these type of people deserve to clean up their act and do better next time they do come around. It doesn't matter what kind or type of day you had behind you. Move on and open your eyes to better opportunities and please learn how to do things without others having or needing to remind you contantly