Desperation

Somedays I enjoy myself as a single individual. Not having anyone bother you is just a feeling you are getting used to after a while. After being single for quite a few years and having friends of the opposite gender, I always talk about or usually ask others about their love life, of course, it has their up and downs and are not always able live up with how they feel. I feel like people come to me like I am an expert being able to confront and advise you about your problems. I am always glad to give you a hand but do you even know that I am just getting the most desperate day in and day out only on the days that this topic keeps popping up out of nowhere like those ads on your computer. The times I want to find someone, it is always either they do not find interest or even if I fall in love too fast. Of course, I take everything slow but those days are killing me always having those thoughts in the corner of your brain. Always dreaming about what you would do if you were in a relationship with everyone that you have chased for. I just tell people do not chase too hard because in the end you are just there left alone on the corner of the street.