The Autumn's Eve

I walked with you from tear to tear, hoping that you were near to fear. Hoping you was the way to go, but never wished I had a place to go, Over the autumn's leaves they blow. The breeze sneezed when I was there, hoped you noticed I had a stare. Don't glare at me with your crusty eyes because someone out there is ready to cry. Hope you enjoyed this poem. Next time you visit, tell me how to roam, the roads of destiny.

The Inspirational Drawing

I am tired of the fact that people make fun of me for many things like the fact that I am a weak individual, too soft at heart and even the fact that I am not as unique as many you see around these days. Of course no one is perfect, not even God. I am tired of everyone just making fun of me. I will express my individuality my own way instead of having to listen to you run your mouth about me. People always ask what I really want to do in the future and my answer is to be an artist. Some think it is a joke but it actually is not. Art is the best way to express how you are feeling and how everything has their approach in this world. I also want to be an inspiration to those who can not find their own.

Dying in the Dust

Why are all these thoughts about you keep coming to me from day to day? We have never touched hands nor minds and you are always on my mind at some point during the day. It is even hard for me to admit the fact I like you even though you already know by all the hints that I have been giving you. I just hope we can work something out instead of letting is die in the dust

A Thought Unanswered

I feel like a fool when I told you a lie and now it is haunting me and it will not go away until I tell you the truth and I'm scared of what you are going to have to say to me. I do not care if we going to have a gap in between us for a while because I really just want something to good happen instead of just letting this thought sink into my brain and bother me for the rest of my life. If it was not for me to be able to change the way I feel and thought about people I would probably be a more confident type of person today. I just hope things will change over time. Just got to keep praying for some answers to all my questions.

The Hurtful Truth

I'm scared of the fact that if I tell you how I feel I would be more hurt even if you accept the truth

The Existing of the Non-Existant

It's weird seeing you from day to day. Trying to pretend that you never exist is something hard for me to get use to. If we had something, you should not have told me that there were other guys waiting for you in line waiting to get to know you like I wanted to. If we ever talked or meet again I'd probably just act like the person that never met you in the first place. Girls like you are seriously hard to get even if you had given me the chance. Friend zoning you in the end was worth it because I know that there were other guys better than me. "Don't have a special relationship online with another person because once you meet them they are different than they are behind the screen and rather meet the person in real life. Either way you are not knowing if the other person did something behind your back and you won't be able to know until someone has informed you of it"

Fear Of Losing Thoughts

Late Night thoughts are killing me day in and day out. Only if there was someone to talk to these days about these thoughts I have. I just need to admit or tell you how I feel but to me that's impossible to do. I just need more confidence to walk up to you and say to your face what I need to say instead of having them stored away as it will come back to you one day...