A Thought Unanswered

I feel like a fool when I told you a lie and now it is haunting me and it will not go away until I tell you the truth and I'm scared of what you are going to have to say to me. I do not care if we going to have a gap in between us for a while because I really just want something to good happen instead of just letting this thought sink into my brain and bother me for the rest of my life. If it was not for me to be able to change the way I feel and thought about people I would probably be a more confident type of person today. I just hope things will change over time. Just got to keep praying for some answers to all my questions.