Day 31: List 10 Things From Your Bucket List

1. Sky Diving
2. Go see the 7 wonders of the world
3. See the floral wave of cherry in Japan
4. Go on a Hot Air Balloon ride
5. Kayak the Milford Sound in New Zealand
6. Celebrate the festival of Lights
7. Gaudi's Sagrada Familia in Spain
8. Attend to a big, major world event
9. Experiencing Chinese New Years in China
10. Travel around the world like Jackie Chan in 80 Days

Day 30: The meaning behind your Blog name

I choose The Unwanted Fade as the title of my blog because it was during the time I was scared of losing myself in the shadows. It was a point in my life where I fell down and didn't know where I was going and the only time I was able to get back up was when I thought to myself that I can change myself and be a better person that I have become. I never ever wanted to lose myself but the word shadow popped into my head. I evaluated on the word shadow and the first thing came to mind was the story of the sun and the cloud. 

Day 29: What was your last major purchase?

Honestly, I do not remember the last time I went big with my purchases. I am that type of person who has money but does not really wanna spend it other than food. I find myself a smart spender. I know what I need to spend on and what I want to spend it on. A question that pops in my head when it comes to spending is, Am I going to use to over and over again or just use it once and forget about it over time. I have a huge list of wants but I do not really need it. So when I really need to make a big purchase I will remember to ask if it was worth or waste of money before I buy the item.

Day 28: My 100th Blog Post!

As of January, 28/2016, this will be my 100th post on my blog. Yes! I finally wrote at least 100 posts and I have seen the outcome of how I am since post 1. I really see quite a few changes in these 100 blogs. I like to give a big THANKS to everyone and anyone who have come across my blog one way or another! Here is just to another hundreds and hundreds more blogs to come! I'll always try my best to get more Art Corners and hopefully also bring back The Inspirational Quote Of The Month, for you all to look forward too!

Day 27: Who do you wish you live closer to?

I honestly just want to live by all my friends and family. Either close or far I still want them as close as possible, so I, at least, know that there will always be someone to talk to when I need it as much as they do!

Day 26: What are you looking forward to?

I'm always looking forward to what the future has in plans for me. I always plan ahead but I know those ideas don't always go as planned. I also look forward to going back to school. I feel like it has been way too long since I've sat in a classroom and wrote notes and doing work with your classmates.

Day 25: what you think makes someone beautiful?

I think that someone needs to have a personality. Once you have a develop a positive personality, it will determine how you look on the inside and out. And hopefully make you a better person to others eyes!

Day 24: Answer this question with your Ipod on Shuffle

1. If someone says, “Are you okay?” you say? Count On Me by Bruno Mars
2. How would you describe yourself? Bailando by Enrique Iglesias 
3. What do you like in a girl? FaceDrop by Sean Kingston
4. How do you feel today? Burn it to the ground by NickleBack
5. What is your life’s purpose? Feel It by Three Six Mafia
6. What is your motto? Love Stone by Justin Timberlake
7. What do your friends think of you? Stoned Walls- We The King
8. What do you think of your parents? Imaginate by Dzeko & Torres
9. What do you think about very often? Without you by Chris Brown
10. What is 2 + 2? I love it when you cry by Steve Aoki
11. What do you think of your best friend? Loyal by Chris Brown
12. What do you think of the person you like? FireFlies by Owl City
13. What is your life story? Take a minute by Knaan
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm A New Soul by Yael Naim
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? Thank You by Jason Chen
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? TKO by Justin Timberlake
17. What will they play at your funeral? Bass is kicking by Dj Splash
18. What is your hobby/interest? Love Never Felt So Good by Michael Jackson
19. What is your biggest fear? In Time by PeaceTreaty
20. What is your biggest secret? Candy Shop by 50 Cent

Day 23: Can people change?

Yes, people can change. How do they change? The fact that someone can change their look doesn't change them completely. What really changes a person is the way you act and the way you talk to anyone. People should worry about the way they act around you then having to judge you about your appearance.

Day 22: Tomorrow will be a great day because ....

Tomorrow will be a great day because it's going to be an awesome weekend! Also, I get to go celebrate my friends birthday at a club for the first time! So Happy Birthday, if you know who you are!

Day 21: List 10 Youtubers you watch

1. CTFxC
2. Roman Atwood
3. Bf vs GF
4. Prank vs. Prank
5. Just Kidding Films/Party
6. ShayTards
7. Casey Neistat
8. Eh Bee Family
9. IISuperwomanII
10. EvanTube

Day 20: 20 facts about yourself

1. I had a hard time thinking when I wrote those post
2. I have 1 sister and 1 step-sister
3. I enjoy writing
4. No matter how old I am, I still enjoy having teddy bears
5. I have too much time to watch youtube then movies
6. I alway love being inspired
7. I enjoy playing game with sports involved then playing hardcore action games
8. This post is late if you come by and read my blog daily
9. I'm an introvert
10. I enjoy wearing sweats majority of the year
11. I only wear jeans when it's needed 
12. I'm that type of friend who brings you a snack when you don't have a lunch
13. I need to snuggle a teddy bear in order to fall asleep.
14. I am a 90's kid
15. I'm still thinking about what to write to this point
16. facebook is always distracting me from finishing these posts
17. I enjoy experiencing new things
18. I enjoy dressing up, mixing and matching is fun
19. I'm distracted
20. Thanks for coming by

Day 19: Describe your last attempt to learn something that did not come easily to you.

The last time I learn something is just trying to be crafty. I just decided grab some printer paper and try to make something out of it. I went on to google and search up crafts I can try like dollar shirts or some sort of origami but I never end up feeling satisfied. Even as an artist, I give props to people who love hands-on projects/ crafts.

Day 18: Why did you make a blog?

I made a blog for a specific reason. That reason was because I was told by a friend that I should stop bottling up  my feelings and tell someone. I wasn't open to the fact that I can talk to someone yet so I thought to myself maybe I should just start a blog about my feelings so I would feel better about myself. As I write these posts from time to time, I figure I should maybe tell people how I feel instead of keeping back to myself. Another question that I get asked is what inspired you to write a blog? Well, I always enjoy writing in English class to the point that teachers say it isn't good enough. As I go back to one of the challenges, Ms.Parker did teach me how to become a better writer and how to take in all the feedback a teacher has given you and use it toward your writing as it will improve over time.

Day 17: Do you notice yourself changing?

I don't really notice myself changing but when I go back and bring back the past, I feel like I really have without realizing it. I also I noticed I change when I go back to read my old blog posts and think to myself why did I write that?

Day 16: Tell us your favourite thing about yourself

I like how I can go into my own world and feel stress-free with my stuffies!

Day 15: It’s never a good idea to discuss religion or politics with people you don’t really know.” Agree or disagree?

It isn't always the greatest idea to discuss to others about religion or politics because it can be a sensitive subject to a few people but you will never know unless you do talk to them about it. I'm told it's better to just not talk to them so nothing can get out of control

Day 14: write about something you believe in, anything at all

I believe in God even though I'm not a religious person. I believe he'll be there even when I need him. I was taught that as long you follow his footsteps, you will get to where you want to be.

I also believe in equality. But people just don't care and look down others. I just wish people just treated everyone the same but no.

Day 13: Your Pet Peeves

• Noisy Eaters
• People who sit next to you on the bus, even when there are other available spots
• People who don't do the task they're asked to do and you have to do the task for them instead
• People who just enjoy pissing you
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Day 12: the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given

• You don't always have to take big steps to accomplish your goal. 
• It's the little steps that counts
• If you want to assume how someone else is feeling, put yourself in their position
• Don't make decisions when you're angry. Don't make promises when you're happy.
• Whenever something happens that makes you sad, ask yourself whether you'd still care about it when you're ninety
• Figure out what you love to do, and then figure out how to get someone to pay you to do it.
• Try not to take things personally. No one thinks about you as much as you do.
• Don't give up what you want most for what you want now.

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Day 11: the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given

• You can always do better next time
• Once you get in, you'll never get out again
• Stop wasting your time being lazy
• You just got to get your name out there
• Don't worry about failing
• Forget about your past

Day 10: You’re locked in a room with your greatest fear. Describe what’s in the room.

This is honestly a great question, I've came across. In this room, there is nothing but the thought of being alone in a dark room. I really hate being left in a dark room alone because it's the thoughts that scare me like I always wonder if something will pop out of no where or if there is someone just watching me waiting to scare me and so forth!

Day 9: Tell us about a teacher who had a real impact on your life, either for the better or the worse. How is your life different today because of him or her?

A teacher who has impacted me is Ms.Parker. She was an English teacher at my high school and my English teacher at the academic upgrading school. She teaches differently than most English language art teacher. She absolutely takes the time to teach you how read, write and interpret literature properly. Most teachers just tell you to read a few chapters each day and just test you on what you read just a day before. Ms.Parker actually would dedicate an entire class talking about the stuff every individual in the class and take notes down. After all the notes and things we discuss in class, she would make us take all the notes we have taken down and actually start to write an essay about it. She has also taught me how to be sure to re-read all the stuff I write and edit it as many times as you need until you find no more errors in your work. From the times she started teaching me to the end, she has taught me that as long as put dedication in your work, you'll become a successful writer. My other high school English, language arts teachers don't expect much from you, they just expect you to read and expect you to read the book on your own time. Ms.Parker really cares about all of her students that she does get a chance to teach. She is basically like another mother to those who get to know her and have her as a teacher.

Day 8: things that make you sad

Things that honestly make me sad are sad/ inspirational movies, overthinking, and listening to the good old songs on your playlist

Day 7: Do you have a favourite quote that you return to again and again?

The quote(s) go back to is:

•  "No matter how many times you fall down, there will be something that will bring you to the top of the game"
• "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."- Timo Cruz from the movie Coach Carter

Day 6: What’s the most time you’ve ever spent apart from your favourite person? Tell us about it.

I would say my favorite person or persons is my family! The only times I ever see my dad's side of the family is during the holidays like Chinese New Year, birthday's or anytime we have a family wedding. And as for my mom's family, I'd probably see them at least once a year during the summer time when my family go and visit them in Vancouver, BC!

Day 5: something you would change about the world

Whenever this question is answered, most people would say world peace! Everyone just wants the world to be a good place to be and live in, but it is of course not the easiest to solve nowadays. The first time I was asked this question, I answered with the negativity around the world. The person who asked me this question told me that you can't just have the yin without the yang. As I approach this sooner in the years I realized that and have changed my answer. Everyone who grew up without technology would tell us that or as the technology is slowly advancing, would say that is the technology itself. Most of us are just learning about the modern technology but the creators of the world are already on to the next project. Some individuals would say that they can't catch up with the current trends and technology they have made as technology advances. I know I was about to answer the question but of course, it is my way of stalling or expanding my knowledge about others opinions as it would make more sense and the list of changes can go on for days but I'll cut to the chase. So onto the real answer! If I could change something about the world, it is world poverty. World poverty is one of the biggest issues in the world since this world was created. Some people are just unfortunate to have things we do. Why isn't the wealth shared with everyone? What happened to sharing? Why are some people inconsiderate towards those who have to live off the land? Not all of these questions can be answered. I know I, at least take some time to donate to any charity or donation box they have out there in the world like for example during the where there will be people standing in the middle of the mall trying to get people to donate at least a dollar towards their fundraiser to give to the people who need these necessities in order to survive during the holidays! I don't get why people with authority always take things away from others and not let them live as a normal human being then having to deal with something you can't get out of?

Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream

I've honestly never thought about this answer. If I did achieve one of my dreams, I'd probably be a better person. There is really not much else to say when it come to questions like this!

Day 3: what you think your reason for being here is

I think my reason for still being here is because there is time for me to take on the world with all of their challenges. If it weren't for the challenges I'd be a different person I am today. Most people who don't live up to the challenges that are given to them, are probably either not trying or just giving up. As long as you keep trying to you will get to where you want to be.

Day 2 of 365 Challenge: Have you ever made a New Year's Resolution that you kept?

Honestly, I have not made any New Year's Resolution as long as I have lived. I can really say that I wish I did. At least, I know that if I have made New Year's Resolution, I wouldn't stick to them for long. So I waited for a year that I know I will commit to my New Year's Resolution and will hopefully achieve them! "As long as you don't give up, you can achieve your goal." Hope all you readers will or, at least, try to achieve your goal by the end of the year so you won't have to carry it on for the next year! " Don't let someone stop you from achieving your goal"

Day 1 of 365 Challenge: hopes, dreams, and plans with a picture of yourself

My goals for 2016 is to write more blogs for all my readers to enjoy, expand and improve on my workouts at home and at the gym, open up to more people, I am hoping to complete all my goals and LOTS OF MORE BLOGGING! I am hoping that I can come out of my shell this year. Also, hoping I can graduate from the Graphic and Designs and Photography course with a big bang and come out with a job! The one dream I've always had was to go on adventures alone and together with my friends and family. I hope everyone can achieve their goals and dreams and hopefully have bigger dreams and goals for the next year!