Expecting A Little Too Much

I've been gone for a period and going to be gone a little longer but it's just the the best way for me to re-evaluate myself. Once I left I knew there was no way I'm going back to where I was when I left. I knew I had to find a way to change the outcome. I know there are so many expectations in the world expecting me to change and I know for a fact that it will take some time for myself to adjust to this new chapter I'm about to begin. I figured that I should stop planning ahead and stick to what is right in front of me because I'd rather just see what's coming instead of what's left behind. I honestly should not let others tell me things they expect from me because it puts weights on my shoulder and will be on my shoulder until I have done what they want to be expected. Well I can agree to that but that is my own decision to make instead of someone who doesn't know what's going on with my life other then myself. I do expect change but I'd rather just take baby steps and hopefully take bigger steps if I ever get rid of those building blocks!