Waiting and Wishing For You

You're never there when I really want to tell you how I feel about you. My insides are slowly dying waiting for the day you respond to the question you haven't answered for ages. You have always been on my mind and will be until I get a straight up answer from you. I always know you are busy with other things, but you should have at least a few minutes of your day to talk to me. I really just want to hear what you have to say instead of me just making up complete bullshit and think that you would respond to my question in one simple way. Like of course it was a bit awkward when I see you around and just walk by each other with our heads down trying to act like we didn't even see each other. I am not even sure if I should keep chasing you even though you are just ignoring my existence. You probably have a thing for me and I probably don't know about it until I know it or via verse. My dream and goal are to at least find someone worth the count that you wouldn't be left many numbers to count in the end. Like I really wanted to be there and close to you since the beginning but you are hiding and not being able to show me who you really are. I have asked others and most have told me to just try to do something instead of having to plan it through your brain but you know of course every thought is perfect but in the end it does not end the way you really want it. If you are going to go for someone at least tell them as soon as possible before they move on another person. Stay strong and believe in the confidence