Beginning Of My Adventures

Come Watch the Beginning of my summer adventures. I will post more pictures of my summer as it goes by! Hope you all enjoy! http://flipagram.com/f/XgjHVLTpEy

A present from the heart

Dear dad, You have raised me but not well.You taught me how to ride my bike when I was twelve. I know how much you struggle and try to be there for me but I will always know you tried. If I knew how life was like growing up, I would have known better. Those times you push me down, I stand up stronger. You maybe not be the greatest dad to me but I at least understand that you are trying to change that. If life has taught me one thing is that you didn't have a good life to begin with and now you are showing me how I can be a better man than you were at my age. I know that I am lucky enough to have a dad. Not just a dad. But a dad that haven't taught me anything because you told me it's better to learn and experience new things alone and hopefully I am able to become a man like himself so I don't go through the same mistakes he made. I'm sorry I wasn't the best son but I know I will take every step I take to become a stronger one. Happy Father's Day to a hard working dad just trying to help and support me even though there is not much words I can explain to you how much I've held back against you! Sincerely, Your son, James

Type Of Friends Part 2

There are those days where you ask yourself if you either need friends or have friends that are there for you. Sometimes I feel like I need friends more than I have friends. When I have friends half of them are there for me when I need them and the other half is there to make me feel weaker than I already am. That half that always bothers are people who found my weakness of being a serious person. They are always there to just throw stuff back at me and then act like they forgot what happened and moved on. For me I will forgive but I won't forget what happen. This is why people see me as a house bum. Doing nothing useful with their life other than living at home. Maybe I am a house bum because I don't have many friends that are there for me most of the times when I need them to be there but instead they are just against me. If I don't have friends I can still do things alone but of course it won't be as fun as if I did have friends there with me. These thoughts won't ever leave my brain because I know they are true. I can also say to some of my friends that I have/had that they should know when I act fake around them, because I have but I will never tell you and hopefully you will know some point in life. I'd rather that I get rid of all these thoughts by sharing these thoughts than having them bottled up in my head, where later in time it will bother me until I tell someone about it.