Putting the Weight Over your Shoulders

Everyone overthinks from time to time. I believe so. Overthinking and Assuming are both same things. Once you start overthinking, you start to assume things that are either really happening or you just think it's happening. The only difference between the two is that one hurts you more then the other. I overthink way to often which does lead to me assuming on things that could possibly be happening but I don't really know the case. I can tell you the example anyone can relate too. For example, you like this boy/girl and you are scared to telling them how you really feel. These feelings and thoughts of what will and can happen start to appear on your mind and they start to bother you after a while. These only happen because you do not have the guts to go up to them yourself to tell them how you feel about them and via versa. When some people overthink, they overthink to an extent where there is an long list of ways to come to a conclusion. Those people are people who just hurt themselves and know that they will never come out with an outcome. Sometimes somethings are better left unsaid but when these feelings are stuck inside you, you really want to get rid of them but you know you can't even if you try too. I know I have all these feelings like will she ever give me a chance or will I ever be able to have the balls to ever go up to her and tell her how I feel instead of having to tell them through a wall and they won't be able to see what and how you are really feeling because it has been the end of me where I just throw away those feelings and never come back to them ever. By ever, I mean I really try. Some are successful while others will come back to you and put that weight over your shoulders. Personally these feelings just keep building up and will keep building up until I have the guts to tell every person how I feel about them instead of keeping all these filed away where no one really knows how I feel about them. The best way for me to come to a conclusion is to disconnect from the world for like an hour a day and hope it will be gone forever but it doesn't. So I try to walk into the shower and let me neck relax in nice warm water for like a few minutes and hope it will loosen up my neck muscles and that I will overcome those feelings but it just doesn't work. I told myself maybe I should start drinking away my feelings like, I believe it doesn't work either because it is just something that will come back and make you feel guilty. My last thing was to go on daily walks right after dinner, disconnecting from the world and being able to reconnect with the world. It is a good way to just relax your thinking muscles and to also be happy to still be living on this planet. I believe and know that there are ways out there in the world that can fix this problem that everyone has in this world. Stress comes and it goes but never relieved. Thoughts are meant to be jumbled into one cloud and it is trying to find its way to get out of the cluster of the other thoughts that are just trying to build up...

Who is Right?

When the court wants to hear the story of what happened who would you believe? Well, both of them would tell them a different story but end up with a similar outcome. While the judge decides which story is more believable, another one stands up and tells the judge what exactly happen because of the reputation you have been building over the years being close with these two other individual who had to make up crap in order for the other to be pledged guilty. Just because you witnessed what exactly happened, you do not have to make any other crap about the other person for the fact that you just hate them. If you are able to gain trust, trust the person that has built up a good reputation then having to believe the person who has ruined their reputation. Just keep doing what you do, and lower your expectations, because your reputation is depending on it.

April Inspirational Quote Of The Month

Almost A Full Year Has Gone By

I'd like to say Thank You to everyone who has been reading my blog for almost a year now and I would like to keep my promises to keep blogging my feelings and opening up my heart out to the world. I would like to Thank everyone for reading and sharing my feelings with many of those who also feel the same way. Keep Breathing and Hope another great year to come!