Getting tired of those doubters

I am getting sick of always being doubted. From being a young little toddler and even till this day I get doubted. As a kid I was doubted that my family would always think I will never be taller than my sister but they were all wrong. They always doubted that I will never in my life eat any type of meat. They were also wrong. As I get to this age, I know I would still get doubted. My family and friends always doubt me to the fact that I just want to kill myself. I told myself I would never do that as I can still have a life to live. Anyone can doubt me and I will prove to them that I can do it. My friends and families to this day doubt that I am always at home and do nothing useful with my life and always sticking my head into video games until I die. Well those who did doubt me were wrong. I always prefer to be away from the house as much as I can, because being at home is just as boring as just re-watching the same movie over and over again. The thoughts I have to my doubters are that may be I should become homeless just for the hell of it and see who doubt me then? I just wish I had the support from my friends and family instead of me pushing myself away from them because it is what I feel like is what happening right now. I take those bad days even outside of the house because the thought of being at home just makes me feel bored and that I will continue to stick my face in the computer screen the whole day. Rain, wind, snow, nothing will stop me from going out unless my body tells me that I should just stay home and be in bed all day. Anyone can keep doubting me if they want but it won't stop me, because I will doubt you all wrong that I can do something you thought I could have never done. I just really wished I had friends and family who will just support me through everything instead of always pushing my down and being a person no one wants to see as a friend or family member.