Day 174: Something that drives you crazy

the word FRIENDS really bothers me. I will never be able to over think about having friends that I have made from the past even to this point on.  Ever since everyone went their separate ways after high school I feel like I have moved from a different part of the world because I rarely see my friends. I also hate how when you find out all your friends are doing something together while I'm at home wishing I was there too. Sometimes I wish I never knew what was going on so I won't have that feeling.  I'd rather not know what you are doing then find out soon or later.