Just a given hand

I just want to be a friend where I would help and have your back when you need it, there to tell you to feel better and get well soon or even to just hear you be the next president trying to run a country. I just want you to know that I really care but just scared to feel attached and when others assume things it is where it bothers me. I am just trying to tell you I'm looking over others as they would do the same back. But I just don't see the picture when it comes to the fact that I'm hiding behind the bush hoping you wouldn't catch me. I always want to be able to be friends with you without an assumption between history. Do you even know I care? Because I do but I don't show it because I'm scared of the facts that my emotions are going to spill. Oh well things don't just happen for a reason.